Thursday, April 28, 2005

God works in mysterious ways
Got the most unexpected birthday gift from GeeJay today. My own copy of KATAMARI DAMACY! Now, I have a game that will allow me to serve the King of All Cosmos and roll up the city and everything else in it to repopulate the stars! And in one stage, you even get the King of All Cosmos greeting you in Filipino and talking about the Philippines! Sounds weird? It is. And its fun!



So, Godo, if you ever check my blog... (not like I haven't profusely said so already) SOBRANG THANK YOU!!!!

Naked?
Today, the photos of me and 499 other people (some of whom I know personally, biblically or both) are on display in a one-day only photo exhibit of nudes in Greenhills.

And I missed it. I totally failed to attend.
Why?
I blame God.
The brown-eyed hunk God(o) so to speak.
If you still don't get why, read my earlier post.

Monday, April 25, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
Yep. Survived another one.
My thanks to Seth, Joey, Sam, Aldwin, James, Teddy and Tere for greeting me. I am happy to have touched your lives enough to remember this particular day. I guess I've been doing well since I found the coming of this day to be one with lots of little miracles, special events and touching moments. Very different from the previous birthdays.


Me and my sister.. note the similar clothes. Ah, the 80s..

Friday, April 22, 2005

Had it not been for them...

...I would have left ABS-CBN a long time ago. And even if many of those here have themselves left the office already, here I remain doing what I can in the service of the Filipino worldwide.
Crash and Burn
Told an office mate that I really was attracted.
The office mate shot me down.
Story of my life.
Repeat ad infinitum.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Read this in my e-mail today. Didn't really believe it, but the ending was a bit striking.
Only Two Popes Remain!
TAKEN FROM NewsMax.com

Sunday, April 3, 2005 6:01 p.m. EDT

Saint's Prophecy: Only Two Popes Remain

When the cardinals of the world pick John Paul II's successor, they may well be choosing the next-to-last pope.

The pope who then follows this choice in the Chair of St. Peter will be the last pope, and after his reign Rome will be destroyed.

Such has been the prophecy of St. Malachy, an Irish bishop who at his death in 1148 A.D. was discovered to have left behind a prophetic list of all future popes beginning with Pope Celestine II, whose papacy began in 1143 A.D.

Malachy included a single line in Latin identifying a characteristic of each pope.

Historians say Malachy's prediction - wherein he listed just 112 popes - has been amazingly accurate. According to his list, there are just two more popes after the late John Paul II.

Here are the seven last popes as identified from St. Malachy's list:

106. Pius XII 1939 - 1958
Eugenio Pacelli
Pastor Angelicus
Translated: An Angelic Shepherd

107. John XXIII 1968 - 1963
Angelo Giuseppe Roncalli
Pastor Et Natua
Translated: Pastor and Mariner

108. Paul VI 1963 - 1978
Giovanni Battista Montini
Flos Florum
Translated: Flower of Flowers

109. John Paul I 1978 - 1978
Albino Luciani
De Medietate Lunae
Translated: Of the Half Moon

110. John Paul II 1978 - 2005
Karol Jozef Wojtyla
De Labore Solis
Translated: From the Toil of the Sun

111. The next pope
"Gloria Olivae"
Translated: The Glory of the Olive

112. The last pope!
"Petrus Romanus"
Translated: Peter the Roman

Wrote St. Malachy of the last pope: "In extreme persecution, the seat of the Holy Roman Church will be occupied by Peter the Roman, who will feed the sheep through many tribulations, at the term of which the city of seven hills will be destroyed, and the formidable Judge will judge the people. The End."

According to his biographer St. Bernard of Clairvaux,in his book "Life of Saint Malachy," the saint was known to have the gift of prophesy and had even predicted the exact day and hour of his own death. Saint Malachy was canonized in 1190 by Pope Clement III.

While in Rome in 1139, Saint Malachy is said to have gone into a trance and received a vision in which he foresaw all the popes from the death of Innocent II until the end of time.

Afterward he wrote a few words about each pope and gave the manuscript to Pope Innocent II, who is said to have deposited it in Vatican Archives, where it lay forgotten until it was discovered in 1590 and published. At the time, some questioned its authenticity and it has been the subject of debate ever since.

The manuscript contains 112 prophecies, which scholars have matched with each of the 110 popes and anti-popes since Innocent II .

Here are the prophecies for the most recent popes:

Paul VI. The words of the 108th prophecy are "Flos Florum" (Flower of Flowers). The 108th pope after Innocent II was Paul VI (1963-78). His coat of arms included three fleurs-de-lis (iris blossoms).

John Paul I. The 109th is "De Medietate Lunae" (Of the Half Moon). The corresponding pope was John Paul I (1978-78), who was born in the diocese of Belluno (beautiful moon) and was baptized Albino Luciani (white light). He became pope on August 26, 1978, when the moon appeared exactly half full. It was in its waning phase. He died the following month, soon after an eclipse of the moon.

John Paul II. The 110th is "De Labore Solis" (Of the Solar Eclipse, or From the Toil of the Sun). The corresponding pope was John Paul II (1978-2005). John Paul II was born on May 8, 1920 during an eclipse of the sun. Like the sun, he came out of the East (Poland). Like the sun, he visited countries all around the globe.

Today the final two prophecies are yet to be fulfilled:

The 111th prophecy is "Gloria Olivae" (The Glory of the Olive). The meaning of the olive is unclear. The Order of Saint Benedict - not St. Malachy - has claimed that this pope will come from its ranks and Saint Benedict himself prophesied that before the end of the world his Order, known also as the Olivetans, will triumphantly lead the Catholic Church in its final fight against evil.

The 112th prophecy says, "In the final persecution of the Holy Roman Church there will reign Petrus Romanus (Peter the Roman), who will feed his flock amid many tribulations; after which the seven-hilled city will be destroyed and the dreadful Judge will judge the people.

Do I believe this? Not really. One can always think that the choice of the name was to fulfill this "prediction". But personally, I don't really believe this is in any way or form something to be afraid of.

I'm more amused by the fact Pope Ratzinger can be nicknamed Papa Ratzi.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Amazing how other people's word can truly express what you have in mind at times

Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.
-Joyce Brothers

"The End Has Only Begun"
by Lifehouse

We walk in your footsteps
Though I've had my ups and downs
And I'll stand in the silence
Until I figure it out

One might fall and the other will stand
And one might give where the other won't bend
The night is bright as the sun

I'm never gonna know
Never gonna look back
Never gonna know where we would have ended up at
The end has only begun

So stop counting the hours
Live out in the world
Cause I've been chasing the answers
And they don't want to be found

One might fall and the other will stand
And one might give where the other won't bend
The night is as bright as the sun

I'm never gonna know
Never gonna look back
Never gonna know where we would have ended up at
The end has only begun

Well the day
Tonight feels like a million miles away
And these times just won't change
Life just stays the same
I'd give anything to see the light of day

Cause I've been too far away
To hear you whispering

They say one might fall and the other will stand
And one might give where the other won't bend
The night is as bright as the sun

I'm never gonna know
Never gonna look back
Never gonna know where we would have ended up at
The end has only begun

Well the day
Tonight feels like a million miles away
And these times just won't change
Life just stays the same
I'd give anything to see the light of day

What you do
No one can decide it's up to you
And who you are is what you choose
These times when the world falls apart
Make us who we are

"Chapter One"
By Lifehouse
All the stars are out tonight it feels as though I might
Make some sense out of this madness will it turn out right
Who's to say where the wind will blow

Time will tell us if we're out of answers when it stops
Climb back down to the beginning
Take it from the top
Who's to say where the wind will blow

What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around
And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know
Take your chances turn around and go

All the leaves are turning and the sky fades to gray
Strange our life coincides with the seasons of today
Who's to say where the wind will blow

What happens when everything is lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around

And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know
Take your chances turn around and go

Carry on you say
Bring the best of today
All I see is struggling on the way

Maybe when the sun crashes through the gray
I can find the strength to make it through the day
Through the day

What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around

And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know
Take your chances turn around and go
Take your chances turn around and go
No... no... no...
I can't believe how emotionally affected I am about my friend at work leaving this Friday. I mean, its not like I won't be in touch anymore. We're good friends and we'll still be able to keep in touch and all that. But I guess I've always been someone who truly values the presence of friends and in many ways I feel sad that things have to change to some extent.

Been having trouble even just being face to face with the person, would you believe that? Drama and all.. eyes getting weepy... sigh. They say the world is such a smaller place thanks to the Internet, which in many ways is true.

But when it comes to having a good friend no longer be around anymore... not even instant messaging and cheap cellular rates make a difference. The distance is still there.

On another issue
"I can't be in touch with you anymore. But _____________ let me still be friends with _________."
Figures. One tried to be helpful and supportive. The other, well, gets what he wants. And its the good guy who finishes last. Figures.

Ho well.. good bye then. At least now I have my freedom.
And the inspiration for more stories to write.
Recap: Where I Stand
Yep. Can't change the facts. He's leaving. He's still seeing him. He's stuck with her. He's really just like that. He's too busy to keep in touch. He's fucking around cause he believes he can't help it. He's avoiding me cause he remembers how fucked up he treated me as one of his friends.

She's with him. She's in the United States. She's getting married this May. She's happily forgotten me. She's probably able to fly without my help now. She's passionately in love. She's grown up. She's found her calling.

I'm just an acquaintance. I'm giving up on them. I'm going to the United States and not coming back for a few years. I'm working at ABS-CBN Global and am going to enjoy it. I'm not attending. I'm wishing them well. I'm laughing at the obvious infidelity and impressed at the guile it is performed. I'm not going to be hosting the wedding. I'm worried about the apartment. I'm still doing Diliman. I'm not going to care about what they think anymore.

In a nutshell:
Its impressive how many threads of interconnections with other people one's life truly has. Funny how most don't fucking give a shit about that fact.

Friday, April 15, 2005

YEP TVGUIDE WEEK
One thing I decided to accept is the fact there will always be those days you want to just yell FUCK YOU to the world. And I realised those are days you can't really escape. So the best way to fight them is to actually find some way to use that day to make others happy.

So...

Yan, Aldwin, Sam, be happy.

They said "HI!" by the way.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Twisted... but I love it
Really..

Found this at this site. Very very cool in a distrubing tzimiscesque way. I wonder if I can order or make my own.
THANK YOU SAINT ANTHONY OF PADUA
Yep, found it.
God bless.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.



“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”

“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”

--Jean-Paul Sartre



“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”

--Blaise Pascal



More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...

Existentialism

65%

Utilitarianism

55%

Hedonism

55%

Justice (Fairness)

50%

Strong Egoism

40%

Divine Command

35%

Kantianism

30%

Apathy

15%

Nihilism

5%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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INTERESTING ACOUSTICS
"GOD" (Actually dapat Godo ang nick name niya. Godofredo kasi!) visited me today and shared with me a music CD from his college years. 5 tracks + 1 bonus track, the CD was called Unplug and Play and was a collection cd of some bands born in U.P. So you got The Merry Song of white noise (although I prefer the new name GJ told me they use "Boy Next Dorm"), Farewell to Alms of Pandora, Lifeline by Kiko Machine, Bala by Lady Bespacers, and Waiting For the Dawn by Blue Note Funk. So far, I seem to prefer The Merry Song and Waiting For The Dawn. I think I would have preferred Bala to have a more powerful woman vocalist. Someone with a more Emilia Torrini touch. Lifeline felt a tad... strange for me. Maybe it would have worked more with a more operatic score. Farewell to Alms had a lead vocalist and strange back-ups that seemed to struggle for the spotlight.

And no, hindi ako biased.

Waaah... Saint Anthony, Help Me!
I can't find my 128MB Memory Card! I know I brought it with me to work yesterday. Tied it to my jeans so it doesn't slip out of the pocket. But somehow... strangely, its gone. Waaah... Why am I losing all these things!??!

HP woes
One time, I'll share with you why I have great disappointment towards HP (yes, the computer company). I purchased a computer system that had a one year warranty with them last year. When you learn the woes that came with it... you'd have second thoughts I tell you, of ever buying anything from them ever again.

Grabe sila. And to think due to them my Mom has already spent over Php10,000!

Monday, April 11, 2005

Advanced Birthday Gift
Just want to first thank Seth for the advanced birthday gift. He got me a Creative Nomad Jukebox3 which he wanted me to use for my games to help ease the 20++ music cds I have to lug around (+ 2 cd players and adapters) for game sessions. Even more when I anticipate running more than one game. Well, with its 40GB hard disk space, I got all the music I need. Bwawahahah! And with its currently 11 hour (upgradeable to 22 hours) battery life, I can run games till I fall unconscious!

Thank you again Seth!

Oh btw, remember our concerns about it requiring the Creative Firmware to upload songs? Found something you might have missed. This states:

Are the NOMAD II, IIc, II MG, NOMAD Jukebox, NOMAD Jukebox C and NOMAD Jukebox 20GB supported for use with Mac OS?
The NOMAD II, Iic, II MG, NOMAD Jukebox, NOMAD Jukebox C and NOMAD Jukebox 20GB devices are directly supported in Apple’s iTunes software for use with MP3 files. iTunes is supported for use in both Mac OS 9.x and Mac OS X. Apple iTunes is available, without charge, and may be downloaded from http://www.apple.com/itunes/ .

An introspective realisation on this second week of April
With my 28th birthday looming closer and closer, I find myself thinking about how things have been going for me every time I find a quiet moment alone. All those Sixteen Candles, Chasing Amy, The Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink moments and hopes now long passed, I find myself more and more realising how I am both content and prepared to charge for more challenging things in my life.

At work, the situation is in some ways laughable. You got officemates who are resigning every month. You got managers having trouble relating to other managers. You got crushes whom seem to be distant. You got annoying freaks who love to get close. You got work load that overwhelms, pay that embarasses, time frames that commit seppuku and friends who martyr you every time they need your help.

And yet, you find yourself happy to realise: You got work. You got pay. You can go home after work. You got a home to go home to. You got work that isn't demeaning. You got work that you can be proud of. You got even more things and from what have been listed to relate to work alone, you'd be stupid to think you're not having it great.

So you find yourself hoping you'd someday find the opportunity to create your own business (like Bambi has successfully done) or get deliciously married (like our lucky and dear Consy) or even make a "scandal" into a defining moment of one's self-esteem and dignity (like our brave, bold and bibo Lolit has done!) And you find youself wishing somehow, like back in college when you'd meet up with your classmates between courses, or leave them notes in small Steno notepads, or pass them index cards during lectures, you wish somehow you could share with your friends every second... every minute... every passing eyeblink that you realise you're happy where your life is, and yet you're ready to make it even better.

O diba.. ang lalim ng aking Monday thoughts.
Isa lang talaga ibig sabihin niyan.
Tumatanda na talaga ako!

I originally wrote this in one sitting while prepping my weekly kamustahan e-mails with my old college friends (by old I mean mas-matanda sila sa akin! Hehehe joke!) But then I realised I think a lot of others can benefit from reading it. So there.
Found 1 of 5 books!
Thank you SAM! The Giovanni Chronicles 1 and 2 have been found, thus ensuring the beginnings of a new Dark Ages - Modern Vampire game to begin this weekend and go all the way possibly past October. Here's hoping it goes well!

And here's hoping those who borrowed the other books show themselves soon enough.

Thanks!

On the sad side
It seems my contact for the Diliman website (http://diliman.design.ph) has disappeared on me. Suddenly none of my text messages or e-mails have been replied to. Nor have I been given any word that the site will return online. Sheesh.

This isn't fair at all.
And I think I did pay him too.
(although I could be wrong and just recalling paying what I owed him)

The point is, I feel bad.
The site is down, possibly permanently, and he didn't even inform me about it.
I wonder when I can host the comics online again.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Something Disturbing yet... fun?
http://www.richsalter.btinternet.co.uk/cks2/index.html

Friday, April 08, 2005

Missing books
Frustratingly, I have noticed that there are a number of gaming books that I seem to be missing. I've tried contacting everyone I can whom I recall in someway or another was interested in gaming to see if they happen to have the books in question. Sadly, none seem to (or don't recall having them).

Missing are:
1) Robotech: Sentinels books
Contains the rules for Cyclones and the Invid
2) Giovanni Chronicles I - II
Contains the adventures for Giovanni Chronicles I - The Last Supper and Giovanni Chronicles II _ Ashes to Ashes
3) Mage: Technocracy
A hardbound book containing the system and concepts for playing a Technocracy focused game for Mage: The Ascencion
4) The Anarch Cookbook
My own copy of the Anarch Cookbook for Vampire: The Masquerade
5) Elysium
My own copy of the Vampire Elders rules for Vampire: The Masquerade

So if anyone there who happened to borrow any of the following books recalls it was with them, please please PLEASE return the book when you can. Thank you very much!

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Pope Reborn as Superhero in Comic
Wed Apr 6, 9:38 AM ET

BOGOTA, Colombia (Reuters) - Pope John Paul II is being reborn in a Colombian comic book as a superhero battling evil with an anti-Devil cape and special chastity pants.

The first episode of the "Incredible Popeman" is about to go on sale in Colombia and shows the late Polish pontiff meeting comic book legends such as Batman and Superman to learn how to use superpowers to battle Satan.

"The pope was a real-life superhero, of flesh and blood," said Colombian artist Rodolfo Leon, a non-practicing Catholic who has been working on the comic book for about a year.

Like any self-respecting superhero, the Incredible Popeman has a battery of special equipment. Along with his yellow cape and green chastity pants, the muscular super-pontiff wields a faith staff with a cross on top and carries holy water and communion wine.

In the comic book, the pope dies and is reborn with superpowers beyond the infallibility Catholic doctrine gave him on Earth.

Leon said he was saddened by the death Saturday of John Paul II, whom he admired. The artist worried some people might be offended by such a revered figure becoming a comic book hero, but said the reception so far has been good.

Apart from predominantly Catholic Colombia, the book will be sold in Poland and publishers in Mexico, Canada and the United States have expressed interest, Leon said.

He also plans to produce Incredible Popeman action dolls.

"He isn't John Paul II any more," Leon said. "From now on, he's the Incredible Popeman."
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I really don't know how to feel about this.
WANT AN iPOPE?
http://pericat.ca/ipope/ipope.html
Check it out.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

You And Me
By Lifehouse

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
Another Despidida
Pictures to follow, of course. Spent the night laughing, singing, talking and drinking at Lut's for another Despidida party. This is the third consecutive month we held a send off party for someone in our office who has opted to go for greener pastures. Lots of fun and some moments in tears.

Ended up admitting that I had crushes on two officemates, which of course was made the subject of discussion by one of the managers in the party. Not like it would ever lead anywhere of course. Just an admission of attraction.

Thankfully, neither of them took it negatively. So we're all still peachy keen and good. The sad thing:? Well, I am fully aware there's another one coming up... and this one's happening even before my birthday is up.

Sigh.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Someone else I worked with
And I'm posting this cause I know a certain friend of mine would love to be able to see him each time my blog is visited.


Medyo makapal lang nga make-up niya dito. O yan ha... eye-candy for you people.

Monday, April 04, 2005

O diba, friends kami
Walang maiinggit. Then again, its okay. Sige, mainggit kayo.
hehehhahehaheahahha

Slightly masumpungin, but very professional and focused on his work. Cool dude. Hope to work with him again soon.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Wanted to have a face generator for your characters/npcs?
But didn't know how to draw?
Check out:
http://www.channel4.com/entertainment/t4/microsites/M/makingfaces/yourface_createMate.html
MACROSS: Another Song
Just ended. With the Marduk invasion in earnest, the heroes attempt to fold the Zentraedi Scout Ship into the Marduk despot's main command center. But the attempt fails and the heroes re-emerge 9 hours after the invasion with a dead Earth beneath them. Of the three heroes, one lone hero remains among the survivors, having lost a limb in the battle. But with the tragic turn of events the power of Macross and the secrets of protoculture are now lost as the invasion of an alien race called the Invid take over the planet.

The end.

From the Ashes
We're starting a White Wolf game again.
Giovanni Chronicles (this is the THIRD time I am running it!) here we come (again!).

Friday, April 01, 2005

Quickie Fiction: Babel
He told her about the situation and hoped she'd understand. His words came quick. The pain between breaths was so apparent, she realised he was at wits end. The intricate art of 4th dimensional architecture required a lot of planning, preparation and secure foundations, and he had made the biggest mistake of it all. She wanted to help him, even as he narrated to her how his last creation was crashing down that very moment.

"Stop."

She said that one single word to make him listen and finally explained to him her views. She gave him her opinions and ended it with an offer to be there if he needed to talk. Complicated. He used the word fifteen times and muttered something about everything being complicated.

Sixteen.

"Well, you know you can reach me if things really go bad."

And she waited. She didn't think she should, after all, there was a point in time their careers were at each other's throats, and she had lost the bid for the contract when he did precisely what she asked him not to. But then again, she still believed in friendship. Even when it hurt.

Nearly two weeks pass. A trip to Venus didn't help. Neither did the fifty-seven second journey to Cas Mealgara where every second can last a day in Nonspace. She returned home to find herself still wondering if he made it out of his falling babel alive. And if he needed some comforting.

Then she saw the news. His 4th dimension disaster was nowhere in sight. What was, however, was the fact nothing had changed. The headline boasted proudly of his latest achievements, and once again she realised he did it again.

Even when it hurt.

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