Sunday, November 29, 2009

Surviving Manila: Risen Threat - Chapter Eight


Chapter Eight: Revelation

There were zombies everywhere.

Ricardo was not certain how long he was unconscious. He felt the warm touch of blood upon his temple and tried to will the throbbing pain away. The smell of smoke and smoldering rubber hung in the air. It was a nightmare, but unlike most nightmares this one was set during the day. Sunlight streamed in through the broken windows and the shattered windshield. His chest was still sore from the seatbelt.

Somewhere within the vicinity, a woman was screeching. Over and over her shrill cry called out for help. Ricardo felt the need to find a way to help her, but his vision remained muddled from the accident he had just survived. The car had been flipped upside down. Ricardo remembered the events leading to the accident.
It was the wee hours of the morning when it began for Ricardo. On his way home from work, Ricardo was driving his red vios down EDSA. Dodging slow vehicles and reckless buses, he was anxious to get home to his condo unit at Cubao when it happened.

Just as he descended from the overpass near Camp Crame, a bus suddenly swerved into Ricardo’s lane from the far right side. With his hands clamped down on the steering wheel, Ricardo struggled to regain control over his car only to have a truck on the left lane slightly ahead of him suddenly come to a full stop. The car slammed on the edge of the truck and tumbled towards its right side. Broken glass exploded all around Ricardo, miraculously missing his face.

Hanging upside down in the battered vehicle, Ricardo felt consciousness slip away.

*

“Wake up.”

Julie’s face came into focus as Ricardo woke from the nightmare reliving the day he first encountered the zombies. He had only been in one other accident in his entire life, and that was an accident that happened due to the foolishness of falling asleep while driving. Around him, the people charged to guard him at the Wall were all standing and waiting. “Time to head to the station,” Julie explained, “Looks like they got a go signal to let us in.”

“What time is it?” Ricardo mumbled as he rose up and double checked if he has all his things with him. The Armalite was still with the watch, as was his serrated blade. He was allowed to keep his other things and the pair of scissors, “How long was I asleep?”

“An hour. Two at most.”

Ricardo was about to ask something else when he noticed another group that was sitting not too far away. He figured they were also being made to wait like they were. Realization hit him.

“Those two?”

“Yeah,” Julie kept her eye on them. She did not like how the woman seemed to perpetually be smiling if not talking to herself. The man never looked away. The watch that accompanied them held a shotgun and a meat hook in their hands. Their weapons, she supposed. “They arrived just a few minutes ago. I guess they were the group behind us. Definitely missing some people, I presume. I heard an Armalite earlier. All they have is a shotgun.”

“And he’s been staring?”

“Ever since he noticed us,” Julie slid an arm around Ricardo’s waist.
“I don’t think pretending I’m your partner will help this time,” Ricardo whispered back.

“Don’t be stupid. I’m pretending I’m injured. If he’s watching me, then I’m going to make him underestimate me.”

*

Doc was certain the group a few yards from them was the group KaQoH spoke of. The woman did resemble the one he had seen at the station, with a hand holding a gun raised towards the ceiling. He noticed her as he and Otaku were escorted by the guards to one side to wait for clearance to enter the station. The guards had taken his meat hook and her shotgun. He was thankful they at least allowed him to keep his cigarettes. He had just finished his fifth stick when the guards informed the woman and her sleeping companion that they were cleared to head to Guadalupe station.

“Now we know how they look,” Doc mumbled to Otaku, “That should make finding them again later much easier.”

“They can run as far as their feet can take them, but we will find them. We have righteousness and skill on our side.”

Doc scratched his chin with the back of his hand. “What anime is that from?”
“It isn’t a quote,” Otaku beamed.

Doc knew they had to bide their time. At the Wall, and more so at Guadalupe station, a new authority existed. While Doc hoped to speak with the person in charge for permission to confront the two while in their demense, it became quickly apparent to him that doing so would alert the other station to the vulnerability Shaw station was suffering. And such vulnerabilities would definitely be something others would want to exploit.

“What we need is a distraction,” Otaku admitted, “I can create one if you’re sure you can get them both.”

“No. Not without my hook. And frankly, I don’t care how important those two are to KaQoH. You and I are finishing this mission with our lives intact. You deserve to live too, Otaku.”

Otaku was speechless. In her mind’s eye, she could imagine herself with the big eyes and small mouth of an anime character, pupils trembling as tears began to form.
All Doc could see was her smiling.

*

“I owe you much for saving me,” Nicholas admitted as his guest sat down on the red velvet couch that had been recovered from one of the nearby buildings. His guest ran a hand across the material and noted its sleekness. It felt cold to touch. His fingers caught a shift of texture, and gathering it from the side into view, the guest saw a tag that had been sewn onto the material. The tag read, “Sogo.”
Nicholas could very easily remember that day.

He was not aware that things were already in motion much earlier that morning. All Nicholas and his co-workers knew was that it was a tremendously slow day and there had not been any customers. Jon jon and Jenny were content to spend the day arguing about the numerous text messages that had been circulating that morning:
The dead are live! Run for your lives!

Nbhay p mga pty n mnla memory. Tkbo!

Tps ondy, pepe. Tps pepe, rsdnt ebl daw!

This s no joke.dead rise frm 2 zmbie.pls fwd frnds. God hv mrcy n u all!

Was it some publicity stunt? Was it a practical joke of bad taste? The only thing Nicholas knew for certain then was that it was impossible to be real. Everyone knew zombies were only found in movies and videogames.

A pity everyone was wrong.

When the injured man sought refuge in the House of Lamps, Nicholas felt his world shatter. Gone were his certainties of certain truths in the world. Everything suddenly became suspect. Everything became insane. And in the House of Lamps, it began with the man.

The injured man turned violent.

With a sudden change in posture, the man rose up to his feet and leapt at Jenny. Jon jon froze in horror as the man dragged Jenny to the ground and began pummeling her with his fists. Nicholas saw movement at the distance. At the stairwell leading out, a second visitor came into view. She was dressed in a blood stained dress shirt and a torn black skirt. Her hair was split at the middle, revealing part of her slick wet brain. Her eyes were focused on Nicholas, and her tongue was left hanging, with the lower jaw missing from her face.

Jenny screamed as she reached up and plunged her long fingernails into the man’s face. Her thumb found his left eye socket and the nail burst the gelatinous orb. Jon jon finally moved, grabbing the nearest lamp – a two foot crescent moon made of capiz and copper wire – from its display stand. He closed in on the man attacking Jenny and swung the lamp into his face, catching him on the right side of his face. Capiz shattered as the man fell backwards from the impact. But as he hit the ground, he spun around like a feral thing and leapt this time at Jon jon.

Nicholas saw the woman by the stairwell shove the glass door to the side with her shoulder as she made her way to him. She did not run. She wasn’t walking either however. She moved with the urgency of a person who could barely use her knees properly. But there was a determined fixated hunger in her gaze that made her approach more frightening with each step.

Jenny crawled away, weeping as she tried to shake the fear away. Her left thumb still had the man’s eye impaled on to it. She stumbled to the side and found herself at the base of a heavier lamp. It was an iron sculpture of massive squash, with its vines and leaves reaching for the sky. She crawled behind it and planted both feet a foot above its base. With a scream, she forced the lamp to topple forward. Jon jon rolled away just at the last second before the squash crushed the crazed man with its immense weight.

Nicholas could not move.

The woman’s gaze had seemingly transfixed him. Was it guilt or fear that sapped away at his strength and self-preservation? Whatever it was, it kept Nicholas from backing away. Or from even raising the mop to use as a weapon. The woman moved closer.

And closer.

Closer.

The glass door swung open a second time.

A gunshot resounded in the House of Lamps. Jon jon and Jenny scrambled to the ground, to hide behind the nearest bulky lamps they could get to. Nicholas blinked his eyes, finally released from his paralysis. The thing in front of him was dropping to its knees now. A smoking hole marked where the female zombie once had a scalp. Its brain matter and blood was all over Nicholas’ clothes.
Nicholas blinked again, clearing his vision. By the glass door, with a smoking pistol in his outstretched arm, was a man. The man, a total stranger, saved his life. Nicholas promised himself, someday, when the time comes, he will return the favor.

*

Julie and Ricardo were escorted from the Wall to the entrance to Guadalupe station. Another gateway was built at the tracks leading to the station. Unlike the wall, this gateway was built using the tarpaulin remnants of what had once been billboards. One half of the gateway still featured part of Sam Milby’s left eye. This portion of the tarpaulin had been stitched to Dingdong Dantes’ right chest.

Or at least Ricardo assumed it was Dingdong’s based on the appearance of the nipple. The gateway itself carried the logo Squish, and Ricardo suddenly felt guilty about an earlier joke as he remembered Squish was once endorsed by Ryan Agoncillo, another prominent local celebrity.

“I hope she didn’t suffer,” Ricardo tried to sound sincere.

Julie glanced at him and easily connected what he was trying to say. She stared at the logo and ended up laughing. The escorts tossed each other cautious glances. Ricardo eyed her with growing understanding.

“You bitch. You lied!”

“I’m sorry!” Julie explained between bouts of laughter, “I just couldn’t resist. I’m not related to her. I’m not!”

“Judy Ann Santos isn’t a cousin of yours at all!”

Julie grinned. Ricardo could not help but start laughing as well, even if he realized she was joining her laughing AT him.

The gate swiveled open and Ricardo decided to change the topic. He looked at the escort beside him and asked, “Why tarpaulin? Isn’t that a tad too weak to stop a zombie threat?”

“It resists fire,” Julie explained. The escort nodded in agreement. “And that meant they could use fire against the zombies without damaging the gate.”

“That’s nice to know. Any chance you know what time Wormwood hits our water supplies and makes it undrinkable? Or maybe you can tell me where the dragon is supposed to emerge from,” Ricardo mockingly showed Julie’s knowledge impressed him. Just as she was about to retort, he raised both hands to tell her to shut up, “Wait, I just realized something. You’re her, aren’t you? You’re the woman who is going to make love to that six headed the monster?”

Julie crossed her arms over her chest. “First of all, its seven headed not six. Secondly, I can only be that woman if I was clothed in the sun. Thirdly, if you’re gonna go try to joke around about Revelations you might want to know you should start with the seals, the seven angels, then the dragon and the pregnant woman clothed in the sun with the moon at her feet. If you can’t get it accurate, you might as well just joke around instead using something you actually might know. Like Heroes or some other inane show like it.”

“Hey, first of all, forgive me for not being a bible thumping geek. I only know enough of the bible to understand how many parts of it contradict itself. Second, you really love going all serious when I start teasing you. Guess you’re not one who can take what you love dishing out. And lastly, if you’re gonna throw the geek-word-as-an-insult at me, couldn’t you at least use good examples of great shows like Lost or Battlestar Galactica instead? Heroes is like the super powered cousin of Twilight. It is just wrong.”

“You’re friend knows a lot of things,” a familiar voice spoke. Ricardo and Julie looked up to see Daniel had returned. The dark-skinned man had both hands in his pockets. The gesture was clearly meant to suggest they could relax.

“Her name is Julie,” the thin woman with bandages reported, “And if she wasn’t lying this time, his name is Ricky.”

Ricardo felt foolish for lying about their names.

“Nice to meet you Daniel,” Julie sneered, “So are you letting us go now Dan? Or do you want to have a night with Ricky here before you let us leave?”

Daniel forced the smile to stay on his face. He played along with the insult, “Of course. He better be good though. Or else, if I’m not satisfied enough, I might have to have him do it with one of our pet zombies then just to get me going.”

“ARE YOU SERIOUS?” Ricardo exclaimed in disgust.

“He better be,” Julie grinned, “I’d love to see him at it. And if you want him really into it, there’s a dead body out there in white briefs-“

“JESUS JULIE that’s sick! We don’t even know if it is him!”

“Okay calm down, enough with the jokes,” Ricardo heard a new voice tell them. The three turned to its source and saw two men standing a few yards away. The speaker was a man who had a presence about him. The soldiers seemed to all show a physical sign of respect; some bowed their heads, others gave a respectful nod or a salute by placing their fist against their chest. The second man looked much more commanding however, with his dark clothes and jacket. The man was older, but seemed less threatening in the way he carried himself.

To Ricardo’s surprise, he did not hear any wisecracks from Julie. As he turned to ask her why, he found himself staring at a expression on her face that he had never seen before. Her eyes were wide opened and her mouth left agape. Her lower lip trembled and the moment she blinked, a single teardrop slid down to her chin.
“Julie, are you okay?”

She stepped forward. The disbelief was still on her face.

“I know you,” she mumbled.

And the man smiled in response.

*

Rodolfo Santos was called Cap by many of those he considered his friends. As a Captain in the Philippine Army, Rodolfo was always very selective of those he would deem as his friends. Attachments were precious things, and to share one with someone you were not to know for long was one of the many unhealthy practices that Rodolfo promised himself to stop indulging in.

The other was trying to be a hero.

Rodolfo always believed that one had to do whatever was necessary for the greater good. His belief in the need for balance and justice was one ingrained up on him by his father. His father had no respect or belief in the Philippine government. As a child, Rodolfo would hear stories from his father about how they struggled during the war and how no one knew who they could really trust. Growing up with tales of how his aunt Rose would sing by the window to distract the enemy soldiers while his father would help the Philippine soldiers find a place to hide in their basement helped shape Rodolfo’s beliefs that when push comes to shove, one must be ready to trust the loyalties and bonds one had forged with those he knows. It was in the individual’s hands to affect a change in the country.

But as Rodolfo grew older, he began to realize that living in a county that was steeped in economic wealth did not necessarily mean living in a country that was free. The enemy needed not always be the foreigner. And when his father finally passed away, a death brought about by a sudden heart attack one chilly December night, Rodolfo realized that ultimately, if it was your time, it was. The most you can only do is to strive for your dreams and help make the dreams of those you love reachable as well.

Rodolfo enlisted in the military and quickly embraced his new life.

In a place where his actions did make a difference, Rodolfo began to feel the weight and wisdom of his father’s words on his actions and relished every moment in his life where his decisions shaped the future. Even small things such as the unexpected love and marriage he was to share with his wife Gaby, the chance meetings with his great friend Jal at Bukidnon, and more so, the birth of their only daughter Julie, gained much greater meaning when he realized his job required him to risk all of it.

But it was a risk for all of them as well.

So when he was contacted to take part in a top secret joint project, one so secret that even the President was never informed, Rodolfo showed his commitment to the project by accepting the terms that required it to be known that he had been killed in the line of duty. It meant never being able to see his family again.

But for Rodolfo, it meant symbolically dying for them.

The mission took him deep into the jungles of Mindanao.

There, in a joint secret mission with three American soldiers, the four infiltrated the south and searched for what was referred to in the mission as Operation: Purgatory. From intelligence reports that have been gathered and collated, it was believed that a terrorist group had plans of testing an experimental bio weapon on one of the smaller towns in the Philippines. Hoping to take advantage of the lack of adequate media presence and government control of the area, the group believed they would be able to test the weapon, observe the results in the following weeks, and cover up the whole event with no one any wiser about their presence in the country. Rodolfo’s superiors studied the reports and after some deliberation decided it would be best to have the supposed operation looked into. Drafting a secret agreement between the two governments, three American soldiers were to work with the cooperation of one Filipino soldier in uncovering and stopping this weapon testing. It was to be a fully undercover operation and there were to be no documented reports on this, save for those of the highest classified level.
What Rodolfo hoped to be a mission lasting at most a few months stretched on to be one that stretched over many years. Their investigations brought them deeper and deeper into the shadows and hidden whispers of Mindanao. Presidents changed. Laws were enacted. Coups were attempted. The four continued in their mission, learning of the experimental weapon’s developments, uncovering much of the research to have been inspired by the experiments of Josef Mengele and Sigmund Rascher. They uncovered documents suggesting a possible link, if not an evolution of the research and further developed techniques that were reputedly done by Unit 731. Rodolfo was horrified by the findings. If they were true, the findings suggested the development of a biological agent, not unlike a virus, that was to be released onto a populace of living targets. The agent would then inhibit the population’s rational centers, corrode their sense of consciousness and reduce them into desire-fixated individuals that barely registered any other feelings save that of hunger and rage. The agent hyperactivated the brain, overwhelming any and all other desired activity save that to eat tissue and blood that still registered a particular range of acceptable temperature. The agent empowered the feeding instinct so powerfully that the supercharged brain kept the target body active and seemingly alive even up to 72 hours since physically death.

It was only by the actual physical destruction of the brain’s functions or the eventual decomposition of the brain matter that lead to the target’s inactivity and actual death.

Rodolfo could not fathom who would want to develop such a thing. His American companions admitted they were uncertain of who was truly developing the weapon.

While initial findings suggested the hand of an Islamist fundamentalist group being behind the research. However, as the years progressed, the team began to uncover the presence of Japanese, European and even Filipino personalities as being involved in the research. Uncertain as to what particular terrorist group was indeed behind the research, the group opted to maintain their low profile and document their findings in secret.

The idea was unthinkable. How could there be this many people from so many countries who seem set in creating such a devious biological weapon? How could mankind hate each other in such a manner? It was one thing for a man to commit acts of violence to another. But to create a means wherein one were to make another commit such atrocities for him upon itself and others?

Rodolfo knew they had to be stopped.

Unfortunately, they had failed.

*

Doc and Otaku waited for their turn to be permitted to the station. While Doc played in his mind the different ways the events could possibly unfold, Otaku seemed content to merely entertain herself while they waited. She sang songs from her favorite anime series and at some point during the wait began to even pantomime the events of the opening sequence.

Many keeping watch found her antics amusing. More so when she began running in place while singing a song she claimed was called, “No Need for Promises. Otaku would run in place at some parts of the song, then balance herself in a handstand.
Doc wasn’t certain if that was an accurate depiction of wherever the song came from.
He was certain however that it was funny.

“Hey Otaku,” Doc motioned her to come close and tapped on the floor beside him. She sat down and hugged her knees. The night was slightly chilly, but the fire burning in the metal can nearby spread enough warmth to keep it comfortable. The stars were starting to emerge from the clouds. Doc found himself staring at them and hunting for the constellations. He found the Big Dipper. The Small Dipper was easy to find next. Then… Orion’s Belt.

Then nothing.

Doc could not recall the patterns of the other constellations. He could not recall which stars interconnected with which to form the familiar markings in the night sky. Doc found himself recalling a time when such things were easier to recall. A time when he was known by his name.

“Tenma,” Otaku tapped Doc’s elbow.

“What?” Doc glanced at his elbow, wondering if there was something wrong with it.
“No,” Otaku placed her hand on his chest, “Tenma. You started calling yourself Doc because of that anime Monster. You see yourself as Dr. Tenma.”

Doc grinned, “Why’d you say that?”

“I remembered the anime. Dr. Tenma tried to do good. Tried to help those he could. But deep down he felt guilty as well. Guilty for having allowed the Monster to escape. Guilty for having saved the Monster’s life. You saved someone, didn’t you? You saved someone you think you shouldn’t have.” Otaku could not look up into his eyes. Was it shame? Was it fear? Whatever the reason was, Otaku kept her gaze leveled at his hands. She waited for him to answer.

“I think,” Doc sighed aloud, “When this is actually over, we will all look back and realize that there were some whom we should have never saved. We will look back and realize, there are someone who deserve to die.”

A sudden explosion rocked the line.

Fire and light exploded into a dazzling dance of force and energy. The very MRT line shook, feeling the massive explosion rock its foundations. From the Wall, the view of Boni station erupting into flames could be clearly seen. The debris and fire tore part of the rubble off the train, clearing portions of the crawlspaces the others had navigated through earlier. And while a good number of the zombies that were huddled by the fences were burned to a crisp and blown away, portions of the fence tore from the sheer force of the explosion. Without fear or hint of hesitation, the remaining zombies began to move towards the gaps the explosion had ripped into the fences. The dead began to make their way into the MRT line, drawn by the light and the immense sound. The explosion could be heard even stations away.

This was the distraction that KaQoH had promised them. Doc wondered if KaQoH even realized how his “distraction” had just increased the chances of Doc and Otaku getting into deeper trouble.

Otaku turned to Doc and grabbed his arm a tad tighter.

Doc nodded understandingly. It would seem that even if they found a way to steal the two, they might have to fight their way back. While the zombies were slow and their attacks easily dealt with, Doc understood their sheer numbers were definitely more than the bullets the station would have in supply.

It was like a sand castle standing against the surf.

It was only a matter of time.

*

“Dad?” Julie asked aloud, taking cautious tentative steps towards the man she suspected was her father. Ricardo watched him carefully, seeing only small hints of a familiar resemblance. He did not have her eyes, but there was a shape to their noses that seemed to match. He was not certain what to say however. He feared saying something that might give her false hopes. Or insult the actual reunion.

The man stepped towards her with his arms raised in response. Nicholas found himself looking at the unexpected reunion and wondered if this was what his friend had meant by the favor being a matter of life or death.

“I saw you. At Shaw station. You were there,” the man told Julie as she embraced him tight. He brought one arm to her face and tucked back behind her ear a wisp of hair that had fallen forward. He had been gone for so long, but he was not unaware of his daughter’s accomplishments. Thanks to the internet, he had always found updates on her life waiting to be read. Pictures. Video clips. All these snippets of her life that she so wanted to share.

“Cap,” Nicholas finally asked, “This woman is…”

“My daughter,” the man replied and felt Julie’s hug tighten around him. The man looked up and saw Ricardo staring at them both in disbelief. He reached a hand out towards him to offer a handshake, “Captain Rodolfo Santos. Long presumed dead.”
“Oh,” Ricardo took an audible gulp. He was a Captain. That might explain why she seemed to have been very skilled with the gun, “Uh, Ricardo. I just met her on my way… here.”

Rodolfo felt a sharp object against his rib. He tried to step back but felt Julie maintain her embrace. Nicholas noticed his friend’s panic and shot a glance at Daniel. Daniel grabbed hold of Ricardo’s arm and asked, “What the hell are you two doing?”

Ricardo was uncertain what to say. He wasn’t even aware of what was going on.
“Julie,” Rodolfo began but she cut him off.

“Don’t. Don’t you dare tell me what to do. You were not there all those years. Seeing you now does not make up for all that lost time.”

“Let him go!” Nicholas glared at Julie.

“Not until he explains,” Julie hissed and pushed the object in her hand a bit deeper. Rodolfo groan in pain. Daniel hoisted his rifle up and trained it at Ricardo’s face. Ricardo raised both hands to show he was weaponless.

“Easy!” Ricardo begged Daniel, worried that the rifle might go off by accident.

“Explain damn it!”

Rodolfo waved Nicholas and his men to stand down. He looked Nicholas in the eye and told him, “I told you I needed a favor. This is what I need. A private place where I can talk with my daughter without distractions. Can that be done?”

Nicholas was about to answer when Julie suddenly felt the hand she was using to threaten her father being twisted towards its thumb. She quickly recoiled, but as she pulled backwards, stomped her right foot into his. Rodolfo felt the sudden crunch of pain but ignored it and caught Julie’s hand with his own. He then twisted her around, using her momentum, to pin her arm against her own back.

Julie grunted in pain as he locked her in a trapped position and used his other hand to grab her throat.

“Julie ! Stop this! I am your father!”

“Guys! Let’s take a break for a second here. This is obviously a personal matter,” Ricardo called out to everyone else. Nicholas gave the motion and everyone raised their weapons once again. Ricardo was starting to really hate having everyone aim their weapons at him. He turned to Daniel and raised both hands towards him, “I’m weaponless okay! Just let them figure this out for a second.”

“Damn you!” Julie growled, “DAMN YOU!”

“Cap, are you alright?” Nicholas asked as he stooped down to pick up the weapon that Julie had used to threaten her own father. Everyone watched in surprise as he brought up a pair of scissors.

“That’s… mine,” Ricardo gasped.

“She must have pocketed it when you two were walking towards the station. She was leaning against you,” Daniel observed.

“Why are you doing this,” Rodolfo asked without loosening his hold on her. He tried to hold her without harming her, but she kept trying to break free, forcing him to maintain a tight grip. “I know I disappeared on you and your mother. I know I had to lie to you both, pretending I was dead all these years. But why are you trying to hurt me? Is it not enough that we are finally back together? Especially now of all times?”

“Damn you…” Julie grunted and found his hold too strong. “I know. I know you’re behind this!”

Nicholas threw Rodolfo a glance. Rodolfo realized what he was referring to. His hands let her go. She pulled free and even with all the guns trained at her and Ricardo, she turned back and landed a solid punch on her father’s cheek. Ricardo grabbed hold of her and pulled her back, hugging her even as she flailed about to break free.

“You caused this! You caused all of this!”

Daniel saw Nicholas’ expression and realized something. “You know. You know what she’s talking about!”

Nicholas did not respond.

Ricardo held Julie tight. He pressed his face against hers and did not let go. She began to feel the burden of his weight on her and started to stop struggling. It was a waste of energy. Julie’s finally calmed down and allowed Ricardo to hold her in place.

“What are you talking about?” Daniel yelled at Julie.

Julie never looked away from her father as she finally explained, “My father, Captain Rodolfo Santos. He is the one who caused the fucking zombies to rise!”

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Surviving Manila: Risen Threat - Chapter Seven


Chapter Seven: Survival

Julie and Ricardo relished being back under the open sky.

The two ran, barely giving thought as they bounded each step away from the dark confines of Boni station. The claustrophobia of being inside the buried train segments was made worse by the horrors, both living and dead, that the two had encountered within. It was not the mad rantings of a nationalistic old man nor the sickening ministrations of an insane caring mother that made them run, however. It was not the toothless undead child that still hungered for human flesh and blood.

It was instead the presence of a living armed threat.

One whose cacophony of gunshots, screams, and curses filled the air behind them.

The night was the darkness of blindness. Ricardo realized as they ran that save for the fact the Guadalupe station itself was occupied and lit, he could not see any other sources of light in the vicinity. The billboards along the sides were murky shades of gray smothered by the lack of illumination. The bridge way could not even be seen and its existence perhaps even doubted had it not been for the sounds of water softly lapping against the stone.

As Ricardo’s eyes adjusted to the darkness, he began seeing the streets below better. The line was rising higher and higher than street level with each step. The side fences were no longer mere mesh partitions but actual concrete walls that rose to at least four feet high. Even if one were to stand at the very edge, one would be higher than the average zombie’s eye level.

The hordes were thinner in the area.

Ricardo noticed the things had been drawn to the sounds of battle and were ignoring the footfalls of two quiet runners. By the station ahead however, the zombies had gathered in numbers again, drawn by the presence of lights and sounds. Guadalupe station, even at that distance, could clearly be seen. Rising like a castle above the river, it was alive with lit torches along its corners. There were people present who watched over the station with light and gun. The station was situated atop a massive bridge way that hung over EDSA as well as the Guadalupe river below.

But before one could get to the station, Julie and Ricardo knew they had to clear The Wall.

Back before everything fell into hell, there were raised concrete walkways that existed between Boni and Guadalupe stations as well as between the Guadalupe and Buendia stations. The walkways, typically painted a gaudy blue and unexpected pink, were actually frequently used being the only way one could navigate across both EDSA itself and go over the MRT line without having to enter the MRT line itself. One of the walkways, ironically, gained some notoriety in the past when a man attempted to commit suicide by walking up the bridge walkway, and threatening to leap onto the MRT line below. In a futile attempt to keep it from happening again, chicken wire fences were set up as barriers to separate the two. The wires were wrapped around the middle portion of the walkway which stood directly above the line.

When the zombies arrived, many of the walkways became temporary shelters and hiding places along EDSA. Unable to access the MRT stations, due to the tight security and selfish grasp of safe territory practiced by others, many found refuge in the bottleneck staircases of the walk ways and the fact that some had an odd niche between the first level, and the higher middle level of the walkway. With some careful navigation and good balance, one could hang by the side, clamber to the niche and remain out of sight from any of the undead.

Others, however, were not content with such a hiding place.

For others, the walkways presented an “easy way” for those out in the street to find a way into the safety provided by the MRT line. The term “easy way” of course, was merely the popular belief. People who were denied entry in the nearby stations would fight their way to the walkway, find some route to the portions of the walkway above the MRT line, take the risk of hanging over its sides to climb along the chicken wire barriers, then eventually climb or jump down to the MRT line.

Climbing was rarely the option, however, with the walk way typically over twenty feet above the line. Who ever had taken most of the ropes and climbing gear from the malls during the earlier part of the looting days did not bring them to the walkways to climb down to the MRT. Others who made makeshift ropes with clothes, curtains or even bed sheets eventually found them unraveling as too many people rushed to use their creations at the same time.

Jumping eventually became the usual action of choice, as dangerous and dumb as it was. When faced with utter extinction, one tends to believe a stupid choice may still provide hope.

A few would land safely, barring a broken ankle or if luckier, a sprained foot.

Most, however, began a vicious cycle instead.

In the beginning, the people who were already safely on the MRT line who felt sad for those along the walk ways would find it in themselves to help those who landed painfully. They would rush to those who failed to land safely, with their makeshift stretchers and gathered first aid kits, hoping to somehow help these people survive the injuries of their own making. They would care for them, or nurse them back to health, telling them of their luck. Or bravery. But never of their stupidity. They would help them leave the dangerous area and find shelter with everyone else.

But as the hours passed, the frequency of the ones who attempted to leap into the MRT line and landed badly began to irritate the ones already safe.

Some who fell would make matters difficult, and would accuse those already safely in the MRT line to be at fault for their mishaps. Others were worse, and spoke offensively and insultingly towards those who would come to aid them. Their spite and anger was redirected to the ones trying to help them for the simple fact they were not as unlucky as the other. When the limits of patience of others were finally crossed, some of the unluckier ones who fell bad were left where they fell. And from that much feet up there, some began to mistakenly believe that a human body was a softer landing spot than the rocky floor of the line. They were damned to be seen as possible landing spots for others soon to come. More and more people dangerously leapt, only to land into situations that reminded them of their stupidity and ignorance. And with that, more and more people became uncouth and too carefree with their tongues. They were abandoned to die slow agonizingly painful deaths from exposure, shock, and loss of blood.

And the cycle actually grew much worse.

A few of those left behind would perish, but their deaths would not allow them to remain dead. With their brains still intact, they would begin to twitch. To move. To return into the world as one of the undead.

And like the hordes outside, they would be hungry.

Along the line, survivors began to realize the security lapse the walkways posed to those already safe. They began to realize some of the walkways merely provided a new way for the hungry dead to find their way to the living. Different groups approached the problem in different ways. One of the farther northern stations opted to create a deep hole just below the walkway. Any jumpers would find themselves falling down all the way to EDSA far below. A station near the very end of the line was said to have set up an ingenious way to deal with jumpers. Or at least stop them from jumping in. Creating a small landing zone that was fenced in with barbed wire and screens, the survivors populated the zone with a few hungry zones. Any jumpers were to realize jumping down only threw them into a tinier prison with the zombies, making finding instead somewhere else in the city to hide a much more attractive option.

Those who were safely within the walls of Guadalupe station realized they had to make a decision. And the decision that was to come was a decision that barely took an hour to make. They decided to destroy the walkway and no longer let it have access to the line. Two teams were charged with the duty. The first team made use of explosives to weaken their side of the walkway. They hunted down for any military vehicles that were in the area, and searched them for any grenades or similar explosives. Another member proposed making a run to the nearest mall to ransack the supplies of fireworks that were already growing in secret numbers. Those survivors, however, did not return alive. The malls were teeming with zombies, being formerly the hordes of customers that used to aimlessly window shop.

The military run proved successful, thankfully, and soon a few explosions rocked the city as one side of the bridge was made to collapse.

The second team was forced to become much more creative.

Knowing the reinforced walkway would require a lot of effort to damage, the second team decided to look for a vehicle that would serve their needs well. At first they considered finding any sixteen wheeler truck and drive it fast enough to smash into the other walkway. But contrary to popular belief, the streets were not cleared of the rush hour traffic that was still ongoing when the zombies first came to the city. If not cars that smashed into each other, there were cars that had been abandoned in the middle of the street with their doors left open for eternity to see. Driving a sixteen wheeler truck down such a road, in hopes of getting enough acceleration to hit the walkway with sufficient force was never going to happen.

They were going to need something bigger.

Heavier.

And capable of bringing down that staircase without needed to crash into it

The group found one of the tanks that had been brought out from Camp Crame during the start of it all. The tank was one of the many tanks that were deployed to go to major intersections and thoroughfares. In hopes of intimidating the people into a placid state of obedience and order, the military had the tanks park at such corners and become the platforms of the military aides who reminded everyone not to panic and to remain safely inside their vehicles and homes.

Zombies, however, never felt any fear.

And it was only a matter of time before the hordes were able to break into the trains as well, and attack the soldiers hiding within. The zombies would crawl into the view ports or bite their way past the soldier keeping watch atop the vehicle.

The team, however, wanted to gain control of a tank.

They traveled quickly and quietly, hoping to avoid any direct confrontation with the hordes. Some reports claimed the larger part of the horde was currently stalking the survivors that hid along the winding roads of San Juan.

They found the tank parked at the corner of Aurora and EDSA. The zombie within was the sad remains of a soldier who had tried to kill himself by shooting himself in the head. The bullet had glanced his skull and ripped open instead his throat, for what would have been a much more painful messy death. The team did not hesitate a single second. They blew the zombie soldier’s head away and took charge of the vehicle.

While they succeeded in getting it functional, they took some time learning to actually drive the darned thing.

The team drove to the walkway and shot it down. Debris littered both the street and the line. And after shooting down the second walkway they could find, the team discovered they had run out of ammo and the zombies were now surrounding them in a thick packed horde. Wet brittle noises popped all around them as the tank crushed the zombies under its tracks. While it seemed the team was safe from the horde’s touch, they did not anticipate how the masses of zombies would complicate driving in the right direction. Blinded by the corpses that were piling on top of the viewing panels, the tank veered to the side of the road and drove headlong into a nearby gasoline station. Metal groaned as the treads tore through the standing pumps in seconds. The tank and the gas station blew up in a massive explosion. With the fire and heat came the sudden onset of an unexpected silence as the charred remains of zombies crumbled to the ground.

On the Guadalupe MRT line, survivors gathered the rubble that had fallen from the different walk ways that had been destroyed. While many mourned for their friends, most understood that their sacrifice was not to be in vain. The debris was quickly carried towards the northern side of the line and used to form a barrier at the mid point of the bridge like portion that hung over the Guadalupe river. Survivors of Guadalupe station were aware of the fragility of Boni station and of the possible threat of zombies lumbering into Boni station and eventually making their way to them. The barrier was quickly reinforced and manned to become what was now known as The Wall, a perimeter gate one had to cross before reaching the station itself.

*

“Once we get past The Wall, we have less to worry about those people behind us,” Julie told Ricardo as they continued to run down the line. She wiped her hair back, and her sweat kept it from flying back towards her face. “There would be enough armed men at The Wall to remind our noisy tail that they have to behave themselves.”

Ricardo shot a quick glance behind them and heard the rat-at-tat of an Armalite being fired. He looked at Julie and slowed down as she began to slow down her own pace. “An Armalite,” he muttered as he gasped for air.

“And yours, I bet, you got from-“

“Shaw,” Ricardo nodded, now struggling to steady his breathing.

Julie did not look amused. She looked ahead and motioned towards Ricardo to hand her something. He did not have to ask to know what she needed. Slinging the binoculars off, he handed them to her and held his breath for a few seconds in an effort to force his breathing to slow down.

She peered through the binoculars and wondered why Guadalupe station had lasted this long. The Wall’s guards had lanterns and makeshift torches burning bright on the wall itself. Did they not realize all this really did was made themselves visible to those who were coming? Like performers on a stage, the men at the Wall were blinded by the very light that illuminated them. Was it the fact the station was that high above the ground that made the difference? Or was the sloping road below, which could have proven difficult for zombies to gather in larger groups?

“Amateurs,” she sneered.

“I was wondering about that,” Ricardo admitted as he received the binoculars back.

“They’re making themselves clear targets. If they were smarter, they would have had bonfires burning instead here along the line. That way, they-“

“How do you know all about these things,” Ricardo interrupted her.

“I read a lot,” came Julie’s practiced reply.

“Well, I watch Lie To Me, and I can clearly tell that you just gave me an answer you had rehearsed many times to give.”

“Or,” she countered, “Maybe it is just because I do read a lot. And I expected you would be asking me that. And now, I decided you deserved to know the truth.”

Ricardo was about to retort but realized she made sense. He quickly tried to remember all the other previous episodes of the television show and tried to find a possible similar instance. He looked at Julie and saw the smirk on her face.

Definitely not some micro-expression.

She was clearly smirking in amusement.

“I hate you,” Ricardo taunted her back.

“Good, cause I really don’t think it would be healthy if you suddenly developed a crush on me,” Julie teased as she reloaded her pistol. The two resumed moving now, walking towards the Wall.

*

Wood splintered.

Blood exploded.

Nonito screamed voicelessly as white searing pain blinded him. He tried to buckle, to move, to trash, but the strong arms held him down. Around him, there was laughter. The laughter was that of a man and a woman. But a third voice silenced them with a hiss.

The pain registered like a prolonged high pitched whine that resounded inside Nonito’s head. He could not feel anything. He could not hear anything. All he could do was feel the grinding deafening realization that he was staring at his outstretched right arm and where once his hand was instead was the bloodied end of his heavy sledgehammer.

Otaku looked up from the sledgehammer in her hands and stuck her tongue out at KaQoH. The man shook his head, reminding her to tone down her laughter. Doc too, for a brief moment, had broken into a loud booming laugh. Perhaps it was warranted, considering all the trouble that this old man had given them.

Just minutes earlier, Doc was tearing off the wooden beams that had sealed the train from the outside world. The makeshift metal gate that had been raised to block the entrance had proven to be much sturdier than they had anticipated. KaQoH had tasked the then alive cabdriver, Ando and the Japanimation cosplay addict Otaku to open it. But in their failure to do so, the zombies in the vicinity were drawn to their area, and the climbers that were among the walkers forced their hand into battle.

It took Doc mere seconds to realize Ando’s failure was the result of someone’s actions in the train. (Otaku’s failure, Doc realize, was something her own insanity perhaps deserved the blame). With his trusty meat hook, Doc began breaking through the wooden barrier at the windows in hopes of being able to strike within. The sledgehammer crashed through the beam, nearly battering Doc’s hook from his hand, just as Otaku found Ando’s other knife and succeeded in forcing open the second latch. While KaQoH dealt with the incoming climbers, Doc forced the old man to divide his attention between his hook and the door, until it swiveled open. The old man turned to find himself staring straight into Otaku’s shotgun. The old man dropped the sledgehammer and surrendered.

To her credit, Otaku did not fire.

Unfortunately, what Nonito mistook to be her showing mercy, was merely her wanting to be more poetic and use his own weapon against himself. She forced him to drop to his knees, had him place his right hand atop one of the planks of wood Doc had pried free, then asked him in a serious tone, “What a strange creature is man, who would cage himself so willingly?”

She slammed the sledgehammer on his hand before he could ask what that was about.

“Appleseed,” Doc remarked, “That was from Appleseed.”

KaQoH looked at Otaku and motioned towards the old man. Nonito was in agony and while one might have commended him for remaining silent, it was actually the pain that kept him from making a single sound.

“Ask him where they are,” KaQoH coldly requested as he walked up to the network of lightbulbs and admired the simplicity in its design.

“He’s had enough,” Doc suddenly spoke, “We should just finish him off.”

Otaku raised the sledgehammer again. Nonito crumbled to the ground, now feeling the numbness wash over him. His eyes focused on something on the ground nearby, its white body visible in the shadows. He realized it was a cigarette. He must have dropped it during the fight.

“Ask if he saw a couple. If they made it here.”

“Otaku,” Doc reached for the sledgehammer. She did not let go.

“I said ask him if-“

“A light..” Nonito’s feeble voice said. Otaku let go of the sledgehammer and leaned closer to Nonito’s head. “Just… need… a light…”

Doc dropped the sledgehammer against the metal door, propping it to keep the door from opening. KaQoH reached into his pocket and drew out a lighter. Flicking it on, he brought the flame within Nonito’s view.

“The couple,” KaQoH asked, his voice less harsh this time. “Tell me of the couple.”

“Did they have the keys?” Doc called out.

Nonito slipped his tongue out and tried to use it to reach the cigarette. Otaku giggled, amused as the old man nearly touched it, then gave up. In an unexpected show of kindness, KaQoH reached down, grabbed the cigarette, and slid the right side into Nonito’s mouth.

“The couple were here?”

The flame was brought to the cigarette’s end. Nonito inhaled deeply, and the cigarette was set aglow. The end burned and the red embers shone in the darkness.

“The stars glimmer as the hearts of people,” Otaku smiled.

Nonito exhaled. And mumbled, “Yes.”

“They made it to this station then. Are they still here?”

Nonito inhaled again. KaQoH plucked the cigarette from Nonito’s lips, then slipped it between his own lips. He took a deep puff and gently blew the smoke onto Nonito’s face.

“Are they still here?”

The old man closed his eyes, feeling lightheaded and weak from the loss of blood.

“Fuck,” KaQoH stood up, and threw the cigarette back down to the floor. It landed beside Nonito’s head. “This is useless.”

“I don’t even see why we have to ask him anything,” Doc grumbled. “They’re down the line. All we have to do is go down the line.”

KaQoH scowled.

“And what if they weren’t able to get through? What if they decided to find another way? What if they climbed down to the street level instead? Took their chances along Edsa? Or got here, made a deal, and are now sneaking their way to the Robinson Pioneer over there?” He stared at Doc as he argued, honestly hoping the man had something better to suggest. KaQoH was running low on patience, and lower still on his convictions he could do this. He was tempted to turn back. To head home to the safety of Shaw station.

Doc clamped a hand over his mouth. He inhaled sharply and made up his mind.

“I’m going back.”

“What?” KaQoH felt the blood draw from his face. He hurried toward Doc, stepped in front of him to block his way, and crossed his arms over his chest. “What are you talking about? I asked for my four best men. You’re one of them.”

“Three,” Doc grunted back, “There are three of us with you. Two if you count the fact Otaku here just killed Mang Ando for you.”

Okatu giggled.

“Four,” KaQoH explained, “And the fourth wanted to work alone. He is travelling down Edsa and plans to intercept them once they get to Guadalupe.”

“Four?” Doc was surprised. “Who is the fourth?”

“The point of the matter is,” KaQoH switched topics, “You are not going back unless I say we can. This isn’t just about getting some bastard who insulted me. This is about the security of everyone else back there in Shaw station who are unaware of how much danger they are in. This is far too important. This is for-”

“For the keys,” Doc sighed, understanding.

“Yes, for the keys,” KaQoH sighed, thankful the lie he had crafted had worked. “Now let’s go get our keys back.”

*

“Julie,” Ricardo muttered to his companion as they approached the wall. She maintained her focus on the Wall, but cocked her head to the side towards him to suggest she had heard him. “I think we better play this my way this time.”

“Your way?” Julie smirked, wondering what exactly he meant.

“My way. No telling them we’re recently married. No talk about being partners or lovers or what. Just… Just let me tell them need to get to Paranaque and you’re travelling with me. We don’t want any trouble. We just want to get through.”

Julie was amused with Ricardo’s naiveté. She wondered how he had really lasted this long. She suspected he was one of those guys who never crossed a red light even if it was three thirty four in the morning.

“You really think this is the better way to do this,” Julie challenged him, but Ricardo did not answer. He knew better now than to allows himself to be goaded into another argument with her. She was a crafty one with words and Ricardo realized the best way to deal with her was to leave her in the air, waiting for an answer.

He was right.

She hated seeing him simply move on without an answer to her last question. Julie was never comfortable with someone else taking lead. She had enough of that all those years before when she was still receiving military training. Having lost her father in some unspoken secret military operation in Mindanao, Julie had enlisted the moment she was old enough and hoped to follow in his footsteps. She was exceptional during the courses, picking up everything from first aid to map making, from survival to sharp shooting, almost as if she was born to be in the military. Many mused it had to do with her blood, being the daughter of a Captain.

In truth, Julie was simply the kind of person who wanted to make her father proud.

Ricardo approached the wall with his hands held up. His right hand held the rifle, keeping it pointed towards the sky. He swayed his left arm back and forth, opening and closing his hand in hopes of giving a physical display of conscious effort. He could have shown the L and V hand signals as he did before, but Ricardo wanted to maintain his hand on the Armalite. Better to have a weapon ready if things were to go south once more.

“Tao po!” he called out and waited, hoping the sentries set at the Wall would notice him there. He moved his left arm more rapidly, and worried that one of the men at the Wall might mistake him for a zombie.

A gunshot resounded in the air.

Light blinded Ricardo as one of those set at the Wall trained a halogen spotlight at him. A white curtain of brightness smothered anything else that the two would hope to see. Julie was forced to lower her hands to her face, and holding her gun that close, she could feel the still warm chamber just inches from her temple.

“Tao po! We’re human,” Ricardo called out into the blinding light. “We just want to pass through. We’re headed to… to Magallanes.” Not wanting to overcomplicate things, Ricardo decided to mention a destination just a few stations past this one. To mention Paranaque was to invite far too many questions.

Julie could hear the crunch of boots and shoes against the gravel. She turned to the side, favoring more the direction they came from, and shielded her eyes with her right arm. With the shadow of her hand over her eyes, she glanced down and saw the many feet gathering around them. They were surrounded.

The light was shut.

Ricardo struggled against the stars in his eyes.

Julie merely lowered her hand.

Six men were standing around them, each at a good cautious safe distance. Two had rifles, perhaps hunting rifles in their hands. The others held makeshift weapons instead. One even held a golf club and stood ready to smash it into Ricardo’s head if he tried anything.

“Tao po kami,” Ricardo mumbled again as he rubbed his hands to dispel the stars in his sight.

“Drop the weapons,” one of the men, a greasy looking man with three chins commanded. His bulk was made worse by the oversized shirt he wore. In his hands, he held a long pole that had been McGyvered into a deadly thing. Duct tape had been used to trap kitchen utensils, barbeque tongs and gardening spades into a dangerous looking urchin-like weapon onto one end of a long wooden pole. “Drop them slowly to the ground.”

“You mean place them,” Julie countered and Ricardo began to shake his head.

“Julie…”

“We can’t exactly just drop something slowly,” Julie smirked, “Unless you actually think we have some power to affect gravity.”

“Christ,” Ricardo bit his lower lip, “We’re going to die..”

The greasy man giggled, then motioned to the one standing opposite of Julie. Julie turned to see a thinner woman with rake in her hands. Her arms were covered with bandages. The blood stains on them looked fresh. She walked up to Julie and held her hand out to receive the pistol.

Julie stubbornly did not surrender her gun.

“Drop them,” the greasy man again commanded.

“Hey,” Ricardo addressed the man directly, reaching his Armalite towards the thin woman as he spoke, “Let’s compromise here. Take my rifle. There. She keeps her pistol.”

The greasy man maintained eye contact with Julie. She took the challenge and maintained the stare down as well.

“Drop the gun, ma’am,” a third person in the group spoke. Shorter than Ricardo, the speaker had a build that suggested an interest in sports. Square jawed and dark skinned, his thick forearms and meaty fingers had a sprinkling of coarse hair. The five o’ clock shadow on his face made him look older than he actually was. His dark navy jeans were bloodstained, and the matching black shirt he wore had a bright pink letter O where the breast pocket would be. He trained his rifle at Ricardo. “We just don’t want any trouble.”

Ricardo glanced at Julie. His rifle was now in the thin woman’s hands. He held his hands open and outwards for all to see he was no longer a threat. “Julie. Come on. My way for now. Tuck the pistol in.”

“Drop it…” the greasy man hesitated. Ricardo mouthed to him the word, “please.” The greasy man considered.

“Fine, keep it, but switch it to safety first,” the third speaker suggested. When the greasy man threw him a look, the third speaker gave him a nod. The greasy man bit his lower lip in contained frustration. The third speaker stepped forward, sliding his own weapon away. “Okay?”

Julie slowly lowered her pistol.

“Thank you,” the third speaker said, before turning to the his companions. “Back to the Wall then. You two,” he motioned to the two furthest from the Wall, “Watch our backs.”

Ricardo saw the speaker glance at him a second time. Was that a smile?

“The Wall,” the speaker told Julie and Ricardo, “Let’s go.”

*

The fourth man was standing underneath the MRT line above the Guadalupe bridge when the halogen lights were used to blind the two. With the sudden burst of illumination from above, the fourth man realized the bridge way he was standing upon was no longer pitch black. Quickly surveying his immediate surroundings, he realized there were two zombies standing slightly past him just within arm’s reach. He noted three more ahead of him among the scattered jam of cars. His eyes caught sight of a fourth currently still trapped inside an SUV that had lost all its windows. That one must have been attacked while inside, and had never been able to crawl out to stalk the streets.

Knowing there was precious little time before the zombies registered his presence among them, he moved.

His right hand swung in a forward arc towards the closest zombie’s neck. In a graceful balance, his left shot outwards to crunch his left heel into the second zombie’s throat. With his full weight on his right foot, the fourth man maintained his extended pose for a moment, allowing both zombies to crumple to the ground and their severed spines failed to receive the brain’s signals to remain upright. Twitching like epileptic dogs, the two zombies struggled to find some way to rise back to their feet.

The fourth man knew the three had surely spotted him by now. Time was ticking. With the knife still in his hand, the fourth man stabbed the blade into the right eye of the first zombie, then twisted it for good measure knowing the blade was long enough to scratch the back of the zombie’s skull. He then rolled towards the second one, slammed his right leg onto its back to steady it, then crammed the knife into the back of its skull.

He could hear the voices above demanding for the weapons to be dropped and realized the two must have caught the attention of the Wall. There was precious little time to be wasted. He had to get to Guadalupe station before they did!

He moved, keeping low as he slipped between the abandoned cars, until he closed in on the first of the three that had spotted him. Sweeping his foot under the zombie’s legs, he stumbled the thing off balanced then followed through with a knife into its ear. He felt the blade break bone and tugged on it to free it from the thing’s skull.

A groan warned him of the second one, which revealed itself as it slumped against the corner of a stalled SUV. The fourth man quickly drew a second knife, then in a calculated motion, pinned the second zombie by the neck with his forearms. With a sudden reverse of direction, the fourth man slid both arms away from each other, with the knives sliding blade onto blade as they moved. The second zombie’s neck snapped against the blades and its head came tumbling down.

The third emerged from the shadow of a red Corolla.

The thing’s hands grabbed hold of the fourth man’s ankles. Jumping backwards, the fourth man dragged the whole thing out into the open. Before it could lunge forward to bite, the fourth man dropped down to his knees, timing it so they pinned the zombie down by the shoulders. He stabbed both knives into the zombie’s shoulder blades, then used his now free hands to snap the thing’s neck. The body ceased to move, but with its still intact brain, the zombie continues to bite and drool for the man’s flesh. Tired of destroying such a pathetic threat, the fourth man threw it a few feet upwards, then kicked it into the river.

Time was running out.

The fourth man knelt down to the ground, studied the options ahead, and decided he would have to make his return known. It was the only way he could get up there in time.

*

Guadalupe Station fared far better than others had believed.

Being high above street level, with the walkways that lead down having already reinforced gateways even before the zombie threat, the station was a very securable location. The river, while not as clean as would be preferred, still provided easy access to water whenever necessary. Like other stations, the Guadalupe station was positioned with bridge ways to nearby restaurants and eating places. But it too was close enough to the river to provide a third means of travel. By the water. And by going down Guadalupe, many have found the chance to access other places in the metro.

The station was not the best place to be at, however.

In the days that had passed, food had started to get much more scarce. While the nearby restaurants and mini malls were there, they were not the big ones like Mega mall or Robinson’s Galleria. Even Robinson’s Pioneer, which was somewhat close, was not as accessible. Teams were routinely sent out to try and find more sources of food. No teams that were to search for resources by taking the river ever returned.

Nicholas Sebastian was in charge of Guadalupe station.

Son of a preacher, Nicholas has long believed the zombies were a supernatural event. A punishment, perhaps, for the failings and corruption of the Church’s practices in the nation. Nicholas lost his mother at a young age, as she was taken away from them by a terrible disease called Lupus. The young man long questioned God why someone such as his mother would deserve to be punished so. His father gave only cryptic answers;

“The Lord has his reasons.”

“She is merely fulfilling her part in God’s plan.”

“Her sickness was proof that she lacked in prayer and sacrifice.”

“She did not believe.”

It was the last reason which always lingered in Nicholas’ mind. She did not believe, his father had said. She lacked faith and for this failing, she was punished.

Nicholas did not grow up finding himself hearing a calling to serve the Church. He did not grow up feeling the divine duty of priesthood waiting for him. He instead grew up like any other man, struggled with making sense of his feelings and desires while he tried to balance the yearning to find success, recognition and satisfaction in life with the expectations of his father of him as being a son of God. His father had hoped he would follow his divine footsteps. But Nicholas’ dreams of someday making a difference in the world was more political and economical than spiritual in nature.

Nicholas wanted to become a politician.

He grew up hearing the loud sirens and flashing lights of another police escort that was weaving through the traffic of EDSA, forcing civilian motorists aside so that their government officials may pass. He wasn’t aware of the fact that by law, only a select group of vehicles are permitted to have sirens and be escorted in such a manner. While the law only permits uniformed police and military vehicles, ambulances, fire vehicles, and the vehicles of the President, the Senate president and the Speaker of the house, far too many government officials abused the privilege and illegally applied it to themselves.

Nicholas wanted to make a difference.

He was exposed and sincerely believed in many of the political campaigns that would be broadcast on television each election period. He believed Gloria Macapagal Arroyo was merely a labandera in the past. He believed some of them really would ride a tricycle to work. He believed others truly would visit the poor and hand out relief goods on a daily basis. Nicholas bought into the hype and condemned the every official that was caught embezzling government funds, tainting and tarnishing the name of all other absolutely clean and incorruptible members of the senate. He wanted to be part of that.

He wanted to serve.

But as he grew older, the illusions began to fade. The belief began to wane. And with the slow coming realization of truth came the understanding of the power of religious blindness.

Nicholas grew up hearing his father speak of the word of God, preach the word of God, but make decisions based on the needs of man. He learned much of the scripture from hearing his father’s daily sermons, but understood the needs of man from watching him during those hours when no one was around. If there was anything he quickly learned, it was that the bible was a source of quotes and passages that could be twisted to serve one’s own needs when necessary. His father was a man of faith, however, and seemed quite unaware of his unconscious hypocrisy. Nicholas would hear his father speak to a pregnant young lady about the sins of the flesh and the need for her to seal the father in the bonds of marriage, but then would speak laugh with his kumpares as they would tell him of the latest sexy dancer at the nearby beer house. Though his father never indulged in such things, his evident lack of righteous anger towards his friends’ loose moral discipline was proof enough that the high standards he had held towards the young lady were purely of his own choice on the matter.

When the day the zombies emerged came to pass, Nicholas understood it to be an event of vast supernatural weight. It was not the apocalypse of the bible, though some passages could be reinterpreted to reflect it as such. It was not the ragnarok of the gods or any other such religious Armageddon. It was however, much to Nicholas’ personal belief, definitely an act of a greater being upon mankind. An act which far too clearly showed one’s disapproval of mankind.

Nicholas could not fathom anything else doing such a thing.

The zombies were our dearly departed. They were our family members. Our ancestors. They were our friends who have gone ahead. They were our neighbors who had befallen tragic events. They were our old schoolmates who found ill luck. They were our enemies who had it coming.

They were people who mattered to us.

And they were now out to feed on us.

Nicholas saw in that a very clear and personal show of disapproval and anger. No disease acted with such intimate hatred. No chemical ever expressed such emotional bile. No virus ever reflected such deep seated desire to strike back at another in emotional, physical and psychological ways.

Someone up there had to have decided we deserved this.

Back before the Metro Rail Transit gained such a pivotal role in the survival and locomotion of the living, Nicholas worked as a sales clerk at the House of Lamps. The massive store was located at one of the buildings that stood along EDSA, with a display window that dwarfed all other displays in the area. Everything from immensely massive glass chandeliers to simpler, elegant or modern lampshades were sold at his place of work. The vast variety of options that existed was mind boggling. In the four years he has worked in the House of Lamps, Nicholas has had clients who searched for all kinds of lamps. Few came with a vague idea of what they wanted. Most came with only a single word to describe what they desired. The list of words was in many ways amusing, but definitely reminded Nicholas of the vast array of options that existed for their clientele. Be it chic, grand, simple, sexy, modern, majestic, romantic, regal, religious, plain, colorful, tribal and at one point in time, gothic lamps, Nicholas would find a lamp in the three floor leveled store that would suit the customer’s expectations.

Working at this store had given Nicholas another view regarding the world:

Everyone who wanted anything would always prefer to want it in a special way. And hat special way was something so powerful and influential, that if it was accomplished, a form of loyalty and trust was immediately forged.

Nicholas used to wonder how the House of Lamps could last so long with such a massive overhead of expenses. The lamps did consume electricity, with some of the much more grand ones having so many bulbs, one could almost imagine the money that was being transmuted into light. But as Nicholas connected and found the needs of each client, he began to realize that this strong bond that forged actually stirred his clients to return in a later date, even if a new lamp was not necessary, just to buy something… anything.. that met that special way again. Nicholas sold more than just lamps at the store. He sold the feeling of satisfaction. He sold the sensation of being treated as someone special. And his customers quickly grew hungry to feel it again.

His first encounter with a zombie was much later in the day when they first began to attack. There were scattered news reports of people claiming to see their dead relatives walking about. There were rumors and text messages circulating that people were seeing friends and family they had long lost back at their homes. Jenny, one of Nicholas’ co-workers found it disturbing. She wondered aloud if it was “anything related to 2012” and reminded us all that the Mayan’s themselves predicted that year to be the end of the world. Jon jon, another co-worker, then teased that maybe they were just fans of the recent vampire flick Twilight, going around pranking people for some hidden camera thing. Nicholas ignored them both and continued to carefully polish the intricately cut faux gemstones that decorated one of the bigger chandeliers.

Jenny was adamant about the reports being true. She even cited her supposed fact that “If it was received via text messages from at least three different friends, then it was bound to be real.” She brought up Edsa Dos and Ondoy as other examples when reports that were circulating via text messages were worth being given some level of concern.

Jon jon laughed and reminded her that this was no different from the hoaxes that used to spread back in the eighties. “Does anyone recall the supposed threat of the coming Three Days of darkness? I recall getting a leaflet from someone at school when it was all the hyped thing to fear. There were even guides talking about sealing all the windows and doors from the inside with plastic or newspaper. There were warning to stock up on food and cancels. And to ignore any knocks one were to hear from the outside for they were supposed to be the sounds of demons and monsters mimicking the voices of our loved ones. During the supposed three days of darkness, the world would be smothered in darkness so horrible that only by our candles would be able to see anything.” Everyone was afraid of it being real, Jon jon reminded Jenny. “Everyone was so scared of looking up and seeing the burning cross in the sky, which was supposed to be the signal that the Three Days of darkness was going to start.”

Jenny crossed herself, “Malay mo! For all you know, Three Days of darkness did start, but since the whole country was in prayer that very moment, the Lord Jesus Christ almighty heavenly child decided to withdraw it and pull it back-“

“So instead we get to kill the family members and siblings who did not choose to but have been entangled by all the other existing lies. “Expose to them the truth, but know to do so only after requiring them not to touch anything they do not understand.”

“Instead,” Jenny turned her face away from him, not wanting him to look in his way. The man was annoying, more and more so each day. “Instead we get a chance to show the Almighty that were barring the doors and protecting ourselves rather than finding a way to cure them from this curse”

Nicholas did not share their views.

For Nicholas, the hungry dead were a curse. The Lord almighty was sick and tired of having to keep reminding people to stay the right path. And so the Lord cursed them, making them walk and wander about, hoping to remind people of how fragile life was.

It was only mid of the day when one of the customers came rushing into the store. Dressed in what would be considered as semi-formal, the customer fell down in front of Jenny and began mumble about needing help. His hands dripped with blood and his face pale from the outright fear that coursed through him. Jenny offered to get a glass of water for the guy. Nicholas quietly watched the man as he struggled to stay calm. The man pulled back his sleeves and the source of the blood became apparent. Two gristly bite marks were on his forearms. One had savagely torn the skin.

“They were like.. crazy… madmen..”

He struggled with his words. He struggled to breathe.

“Came out of nowhere. People... Screaming... The screams.”

Jenny spilled some of the water on the way back. Jon jon listened intently, fascinated with the story. Nicholas alone seemed to be concerned about the fact there was blood on the floor. Thankfully, the guy wasn’t bleeding as profusely anymore. Nicholas thought it meant the bites missed any vital arteries or veins. He didn’t quite get what the difference was, but he recalled many of the shows he watched mentioning it.

“People were running down the road… cars all delayed… jam packed…”

Jenny handed him the glass of water. He tried to smile, then began slowly sipping it. Jon jon saw Nicholas dragging the mop out of the nearby closet. He then realized the slick trail of blackened blood that the customer had tracked in from outside.

“They… they were just.. walking..”

“Walking?” Jenny wanted to hold his hand. To help him calm down. But the blood disturbed him. She never liked seeing blood. Especially when it was this close.

“Walking.. like they were asleep or something… just walking…”

Jon jon reached for the mop from Nicholas’ hands. Nicholas shook his head, worried about the story, and glanced towards the door leading to the stairs. He heard a distant sound of glass being thumped by something outside. He heard the rattle of the sliding door.

“They were…” the man suddenly ducked down between his legs. An eruption of vomit sprayed onto the floor, spraying over his shoes and pants. Jenny quickly took a step back, throwing the two guys a glance of concern. If the boss were to see this mess…

“They were rotting. They were decomposing. They weren’t human,” the man finally spat out.

Jon jon heard the sudden slam against the glass door. He looked up at Nicholas and saw from his expression he had heard it too.

Jenny inched away from the man, hoping to find the mop not knowing Nicholas had already taken it. She reached the side closet but found it empty. Movement caught her eye. She glanced outside the wall of glass that looked down towards Edsa below. There was a flurry of activity. It was like some rally was going on.

No.

Not some rally.

It looked more like a riot.

A riot that had been broken up by the police. People were running around and screaming. Some people were clearly panicked, bumping into others as they ran. Others even slammed into cars that were stalled by the events that were unfolding. Jenny watched in horror as a bus slammed into two slowed vehicles, then tried to swerve as four people ran headlong towards it. The bus toppled to the side and hit a woman who was slowly walking towards the commotion.

“What the hell is going on down there!” Jenny screamed.

The man stared down at his vomit. He noticed the blackness of it. He noticed the coagulated blood in it. He noticed how it sickeningly looked so… delectable.

“It is the end of the world.”

*

“Get him up,” KaQoH growled at Otaku and gave them room as she pulled Nonito up from the ground. Doc was getting impatient . Unlike KaQoH and Otaku, Doc was not comfortable with the cruelty that the old man endured. Earlier, it was different, when the two were enemies divided by a wooden partition and a metal gate. But now, seeing him feeble and bleeding to death, Doc saw no joy in further beating him to a pulp. “Get him up. We need him walking.”

Doc wanted no further part in this. He cleaned his meat hook with his shirt, then began walking down deeper into the train.

“Where you going?” KaQoH made him stop with his words.

The big man turned to face KaQoH and gave a mock salute. “Going ahead to clear the path, sir. Just in case there are other zombies.”

“Oh okay,” KaQoH nodded, seeing the wisdom in that. The route ahead was soon to rise higher than street level, but that did not discount the possibility that a zombie climber or two had found their way up there. “Go ahead. We will just finish up here.”

Doc gave another mock salute, but just before turning to walk away, he caught sight of the old man’s eyes slide open. The poor fellow was still alive. Doc turned away and began walking.

“I am the Devil!” Otaku suddenly blurted. Both Doc and KaQoH slowly turned to see what the woman was ranting about. With her legs spread wide apart, Otaku was bent forward with her arms under Nonito’s armpits. With a jerk, she pulled him upwards to a barely standing position. “I will rise from hell time and again!”

“She is one fucked up girl,” Doc shook his head slowly.

“I know,” KaQoH grinned, “Ain’t she just… fantastic.”

Otaku propped Nonito against the wall, dusted her hands clean of non-existent dust, then checked her nails for dirt. “Jun. Of Devilman Lady,” she offered after seeing KaQoH and Doc look at her uncomprehendingly.

*

The Wall was a reinforced barrier of debris, bricks, and wire fencing all compacted into a sturdier fortification by recently laid cement. From the outside, Julie and Ricardo clearly saw how difficult it would be to even simply scale the thing without being noticed. The wire fencing that erupted out from the dried cement offered few useable handholds and the broken glass that had been set at the top made holding on to or pulling up to the edge a painful endeavor. The top part of the Wall was also constantly guarded, having a slightly lower walkway which permitted guards to keep watch without falling over.

Like the train, the gate system of the wall was a requisitioned door. Unlike the train’s door, however, the Wall made use of what appeared to have once been an SUV’s rear trunk panel. Heavy chains were added across the door to reinforce it from any possible attempts to ram it open. Pneumatic levels were actually installed to open and close the door. It was only once inside that Ricardo saw how they managed to power the levels. An old car battery had been jury rigged to provide just the needed energy to power the door when necessary.

“Pretty secure,” Julie openly complimented the securities systems that the Wall made use of. “The door can resist what? Fifteen? Twenty people pulling at it?”

“Enough,” the greasy man snickered, “Ain’t no one ever break into the Wall so far.”

“That so?” Julie nodded, “Guess it makes sense. Way up here where everything is safe and the zees can’t crowd up on you.”

“Not our fault you and your pussy boy here were rot fodder before you got here.”

“Hey Max,” the dark skinned man in the shirt with the luminescent O chided his companion, “No need for that. Insults thrown around now will only get us pointing guns at one another again.”

“Says you, Daniel, you like having guys pistols at your fuckin’ face.”

Julie threw Ricardo a knowing grin. Ricardo tried not to react.

“So what are your names,” the thin woman asked while she unconsciously fidgeted with her bindings. The pneumatic levels hissed and the gate began to close shut once more.

“Name’s Bonnie, he’s Clyde,” Julie smiled, “So now that you know our names, why don’t we all shake hands and sing a song like good neighbors.”

“You’re friend is just making things complicated,” Daniel nudged Ricardo with his elbow, “Maybe you can ask her to tone down the sarcasm.”

Ricardo knew Julie heard Daniel fine, but knew she was baiting him, waiting for him to call her attention. Ricardo just kept walking.

“Okay, you two can stop here.”

The area behind the wall was much wider than expected. Small tent shelters had been raised. A small bonfire burned inside a metal Fita can that had been set up atop the tracks. The fire provided warmth, light and a means to reignite the fires above if need be. A distinct large blue round water container for distilled purified water sat atop a folding chair just a few feet from the fire. Julie noticed just under the chair were two cardboard boxes, one contained instant noodles and the other, three in one instant coffee. She felt her stomach grumble.

“I’ll go get the boss,” Daniel motioned to Max, but Max had other ideas.

“No, stay here. You keep watch over this two. I’ll go call the boss.”

The thin girl raised a hand, almost like a student hoping the teacher would call her to speak, and yelled out, “Don’t forget to ask him, Max. You said you’d ask him for me.”

Max nodded and walked away.

“So,” Julie grinned, and Ricardo already knew he would regret this. “Do you really play for the other side?”

Daniel did not seem to hear at first. He was gazing upwards, towards the dark sky, and only realized he was the one being addressed when Julie had to repeat herself.

“Sorry?”

“Julie,” Ricardo tried to stop her.

“The other side. You like Hideo too?” Julie teased. Ricardo covered his face with his hand. It wasn’t shame though. It was to hide the guilty smile.

“Kojima? Of course. His work has always been introspective. Even when it is at its most foolish, there seems to be deeper meaning and significance behind them. Even when this all began, there was a guilty part of me that excitedly realized I could try being Solid Snake myself as I stealthily made… my… wait… you did not mean Hideo Kojima did you?” Daniel shied away like a spooked fish.

“And he’s a geek just like you!” Julie threw Ricardo a playful punch. Ricardo sighed audibly and sat down. He became painfully aware at how much his feet hurt. He felt a throbbing sharp edge somewhere close to his toes and wondered if it was an ingrown that needed being dealt with in due time.

“You should have at least asked him if he’s single,” Julie kept the joke going.

“Just because we’re both of such inclinations-“

“Gay,” Julie folded her arms behind her head and laid back down to rest.

“.. inclinations…”

“How about divas?”

“Julie-“

“Sisters? No wait, that would be incestual.”

“You are hopeless,” Ricardo slid to face a bit more towards the far side. He was annoyed at being the focus of Julie’s jokes. But deep down he was enjoying the feeling of excited foolish joy, shyness and attraction. The last few days were all about fear, survival, anger and despair. This was as empowering as drinking a tall glass of water after a few days in the desert.

“I could ask him for you, if you’re too shy that is.”

“You’re name is Julie then,” the voice reminded the two they weren’t exactly alone. Julie shifted her gaze and found the speaker. The thin woman with the bandages was standing to her two o’clock, and was trying not to look too obvious that she was scratching her arms. Ricardo pulled his legs under him and tried to place his own weight on them. He yearned for a massage.

“Julie Santos,” Julie replied, already impatient about having to wait.

“Wait, Julie Santos?” Ricardo grinned.

“Now you get your revenge,” Julie anticipated his glee.

“Julie… Santos?” Ricardo smacked both hands together in a triumphant clap.

“Sure sure,” Julie rolled to her side, “Just tell me when you find someone who looks like Ryan Agoncillo and you get to have a great punchline to follow.”

“Actually I already have one. Well, I heard about it from a friend. It kinda goes like this… did you notice that the last advertisement Judy Ann Santos was endorsing was a feminine wash while Ryan Agoncillo was marketing a mouth wash?”

The thin woman giggled.

Another voice also giggled.

Julie turned her head and saw another man keeping watch trying not to laugh. His giggle gave him away however. He quickly walked away, holding his breath as he tried to keep from joining the laughter.

“You have to admit it is funny!” Ricardo nudged Julie. She turned back towards him and slammed her shin into his side. Grimacing in pain, Ricardo curled up into fetal position and tired to breathe.

“You didn’t have to be such a spoiled sport,” the thin woman scolded her.

“She was my cousin,” Julie spat back, sat up, then pulled her legs up to her chest. “She’s dead.”

The laughter quickly died as well after that.

*

Nicholas reached the lower level and saw the man standing by the side gate. Two of his men were keeping the new arrival by the far entrance, with their guns trained at him in case he tried anything. Nicholas had to take another step closer to see the person better.

“Ka-“

“Ssh…” the man raised a hand towards Nicholas’ direction, “No names. I could have snuck in here but I decided it would be better to ask for you. Your men knew how to keep this entrance secure.”

Nicholas tried to maintain a composed attitude but seeing the very man who saved his life those many days ago at the House of Lamps affected him emotionally more than anything else ever did. The man looked tired, with sweat doting his brow. His body was built as Nicholas remembered, with broad shoulders and powerful arms wrapped in the darkness of a black fitting shirt. The man wore jeans, but the jeans were not the fashionable tight fit most yuppies had learned to wear. They were boot cut and had the shade of a darkening night sky. His boots concealed a knife strap around his left shin. His denim jacket covered the chest holster which held a pistol, and the strap at the back for the knife. He looked just as Nicholas remembered him, with his piercing gaze and his clean shaved mug. It was good to see he was still alive.

“Do you need to stay at the station?”

The man walked up to Nicholas and gave a slight nod. He glanced at the guards and cocked his head ever so slightly. Nicholas quickly understood.

“Everyone back to your stations.”

The two walked up the stairs leading back towards the station itself. Nicholas felt a growing outpouring sensation of joy that needed release. He stopped, turned around, and gave the man a strong tight hug. The man waited for Nicholas to calm down, then gently pried himself from the embrace.

“Sorry, I just could not help it. You did save my life.”

The man nodded. He however did not want to waste too much time. The two were already at the Wall when he saw them last. He had orders to fulfill.

“I will have a favor to ask of you,” he told Nicholas. The man who controlled Guadalupe station replied with a broad excited smile. “I was hoping you could help make something happen easier for me.”

“Of course,” Nicholas smiled and was actually looking around them for any curious eyes. He wanted to brag. He wanted to show them that he was affiliated with this man. “Let me know what you need. Is this life or death?”

“I wouldn’t say so. Not now. At least not yet.”

“For survival then?” Nicholas sounded relieved.

“Ah yes,” the man replied, “For survival.”

*

Doc paused at the dark opening before him and realized he would have to crawl to get through. The crawlspace was just big enough to allow him through with some effort. He did not like the idea of possibly getting stuck but knew he did not really have much of a choice. The darkness was the least of his problems, that was for certain. Flicking on his flashlight, Doc slid it into the crawlspace and scanned for any possible threats.

The light found the fallen body of a woman. Blood oozed out from her stomach. Her eyes remained open, staring lifelessly at the ceiling of the train. Her hands were stretched outwards, reaching for what seemed to be a bloody rag in the distance.

Focused on the light, Doc saw the telltale traces of flesh amidst the gore. He saw the tiny fingers of the now dead child and felt his chest tighten in disgust. The wasn’t anyone else moving about in the vicinity.

Or anything.

Doc decided it was safe enough to take the risk and slid into the crawlspace. With his hand on the meat hook, he entered the crawlspace, feet first. Crouched low, Doc then ran the light once more across the dark space. The sides of the train were still covered by the debris. The way out, however, was clearly further ahead.

A hand grabbed hold of Doc’s back.

With a scream, Doc spun around with the meat hook ready to slash only to find the hand belonging to Otaku who had squeezed half of herself through the crawlspace.

“Damn it girl I almost gut you!”

Otaku giggled and reached out both arms, like a child waiting to be pulled free. Doc ignored her and walked further in, carefully checking any possible blind corners where a zombie may be lurking.

“So, what’s with the anime fixation?” Doc decided to ask, hoping to make some sense of this woman who called herself Otaku, a Japanese word to define a fan of Anime or Manga. “You look old enough to have kids, but you seem obsessed with carrying yourself with overwhelming cuteness.”

“The fate of destruction is also the joy-“

“-Of rebirth. Neon genesis Evangelion right? Seele. I remember that cartoon.”

Otaku threw him a deadly glare.

“Anime, sorry. Cartoons only apply to Disney and the like for someone like you right? Anime then. I remember the anime. My son used to be terribly obsessed with them too. But he wasn’t an otaku. He hated the merchandise. He just really loved the stories and the way they were told,” Doc reached the end of the train segment and noticed the next one had flipped over to its side. The connecting portions were still intact, but some parts of the torn structure were dangerously sharp. With the meat hook, Doc tugged at the edges, folding them or breaking them away from the route. “His favorite was this one called Monster. Ever heard of it?”

Otaku nodded. “Dr. Kenzou Tenma.”

“Exactly,” Doc carefully navigated over the shattered glass and gravel. He saw one of the support bars from the train embedded against the ground, reached for it, and after testing its sturdiness, used it to pull himself back up. Otaku moved to follow but Doc waived her to wait.

“Dr. Tenma was a Japanese doctor in Germany. At one point in time he has two choose between saving his assigned patient, or saving a patient who arrived before the other did. The hospital he worked for wanted him to focus on the celebrity patient, but Tenma knew if he did as they wanted, the patient who arrived first and was under his care would die.”

Doc hoisted himself back to his feet and saw the remains of another zombie against the far side. The zombie’s head was half missing and the splatter of gore on the wall behind it revealed the missing pieces. Doc noticed the zombie wore a Lacoste green shirt and a silver chain around its neck. He wondered if the zombie, back when it was still human, was happy to at least had been dressed in nice clothes when it died.

“It is a simple formula. The greater the tragedy, the greater the emotional effect,” Otaku offered.

“Exactly. The writer of Monster wanted to push the idea that human beings can be cruel and monsters in their own right. And at times, we too easily try to value the life of a person as greater than another’s. We treat human beings differently based on a perceived value we have of them,” Doc reached forward and snatched the necklace. The zombie had no further need for it after all, and silver might prove useful for trading in the future. “Just because one is a celebrity, others consider him or her more valuable than another person.”

“We humans are just greedy I guess. But there are some of us who can resist the greedy temptations and desires of our hearts,” Otaku replied.

“That’s still a quote?” Doc looked surprised.

“Jing from King of Bandits Jing,” Otaku beamed.


“You’re really good at this.”

Otaku gave a quick curtsy.

“So why the quotes?”

Doc motioned for Otaku to follow. She easily bent forward and crawled underneath the sharper debris. Her fingers found the gaps between shards and with them, she navigated under with better ease than Doc had. When she reached the safer side, Doc was still waiting for her.

“If you want to know the truth, you must have the courage to accept it.”

Doc nodded. “Let me have it.”

“I am… actually, I’m a super-magical human. I have been hiding this fact for a long time. But I have-“

“Otaku,” Doc interrupted her. “Enough with the quotes. Tell me.”

She looked away. Even in the darkness, Doc could see her trembling. There was a great need for courage when finding words to explain one’s deepest fears. Otaku ran a hand to wipe her tears away, but she failed to notice the tiny shard of glass that had clung to her skin. The shard sliced a line across her face, drawing a needle thin line of blood.

Doc reached up and stopped her hand. Otaku tried to pull back, unaware of the wound she had inflicted on herself. That close, Doc saw the glint of glass and cooed Otaku to remain steady. She did, uncertain at first why he was suddenly so close. She began to gasp as he reached up carefully, and pried the tiny shard from her cheek.

“You didn’t even feel that, did you?”

Otaku shook her head.

“You don’t feel pain?”

Otaku shook her head. Her face crumbled into a pout.

“They.. they think it is something like CIPA. Congential Insensitivity to Pain.”

Doc frowned, “Sounds serious.”

“It is supposed to be some rare inherited disorder of my nervous system. I don’t feel pain. Or heat. I barely even notice the cold. Anhidrosis is the fact I don’t sweat.”

“How long have you had it?”

Otaku closed her eyes. She could still remember the doctor talking to her about her findings. The doctors themselves were confused. Such cases usually were detected at birth. Few children born with it live past their third birthday. Otaku was almost twenty two. The doctor was not even certain if it were possible for CIPA to have been repressed all her life, only to resurface this year.

“I have it,” she replied, “And it makes me something else. Something other than human.”

Doc worriedly looked at her. He touched the wound on her face. “Not feeling pain does not mean you don’t get hurt.”

“I guess we all do what we must to survive.” Otaku replied.

*

KaQoH stared at the crawlspace which Doc and Otaku had taken to follow the two. More and more, KaQoH began to doubt he would be able to find the woman and her companion. After the risky encounter with the zombies and the loss of Ando, KaQoH had begun to wonder if hunting her down was worth all the trouble. Now, with the nearly dead old man beside him, KaQoH considered his options. Guadalupe station was going to prove to be a big hurdle in getting the two. Even with the three remaining people under his command hunting them down, the survivors at Guadalupe station were certain to have their own opinions on how the two were to be treated. And somehow, KaQoH suspected none of the three would be willing to deal with the whole station just to get their hands on the supposed key stealing fugitives.

They would need a distraction.
Something big to give them more freedom to move.

Nonito moaned, still in agony over the torture that KaQoH had done to him.

KaQoH looked around at the hundreds of hungry zombies that stood motionless outside the fences. The things could sense them. The things could probably smell them. KaQoH had seen the crawlspace entrance to the next train segment and found himself forming a delectably devious plan. He remembered the little gift he had received from the soldiers who ran to Shaw station for shelter. He realized how he could hurry along the events that were unfolding to accomplish the ending he desired.

“Well old man,” KaQoH leaned against the dying Nonito. “Looks like after all your years of being the sick smelly bastard you have been are going to at least come to a Manny Pacquiaofic end.”

The old man begged for the release of death. Tears welled in his eyes. The words that spilled from his mouth were of apology and the beg for mercy but none emerged from his lips in any form that was comprehensible. How could they, considering how much of his tongue was callously burned with a cigarette.

“Oh yes, you, my friend are going to go out with a bang.”



Friday, November 27, 2009

Jordan Clark visits the Garapata


A few days ago, Canadian filmmaker Jordan Clark came over to Sietch Creare to pay me a visit, meet Rocky, and film me talking about my webcomic, Diliman, for the DVD extras portion of his upcoming film.   It still astounds me to hear from other people that they truly enjoyed the comic and hope to see it come to a proper ending.  When I started Diliman over ten years ago, I had dreams of creating something to fill what I felt was a niche lacking in the local comic scene, horror.  Looking back at the early days of the so-called Renaissance of Pinoy comics (which I presume is intended to mean the next generation of comic creators and not a specific grouping of select comic artists), the closest to a real horror book that I recall was Payaso.  Unfortunately, I only ever saw the single issue of Payaso that was part of an Ashcan called Comics 101 released way way way back then.  Having had my experiences as a Spirit Questor, and sharing all the scary stories and folk tales I had heard as a child, I wanted to capture the excitement and fear that I went through into something people can read at night.

Diliman in may ways has been a dream project of mine. 

Astute readers can even find in it portions where I talk about events from my life, names or the likeness of people who were important or memorable to me, and some opinions - be it political, religious, social or gender based - that I at times wondered if others shared with me. 

I feel very very honored now to know the first three issues of the comic will become available in the DVD release of Jordan's film, The Aswang Phenomenon.  It  already brings a huge smile to my face to realize that artwork from the comic is already part of his documentary.  Having three whole issues in it for people to check out just makes me smile even further.

(Thanks for the gifts too, Jordan!  We really appreciated it.)

There was a question Jordan raised which made me think: 
Did you ever consider that you have always been withholding yourself from getting out there? 
From reaching a bigger potential market?

Hmm...


So yes, Diliman.
You must have an ending.  And I promise you, you shall.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

GOOGLE WAVE INVITES OUT FOR GRABS


GOOGLE WAVE INVITES OUT FOR GRABS
After fiddling and playing with Google Wave for quite some time, I have just been informed by my good friend Tom that I have invites now to give out.  So rather than just throw it out there, Rocky gave me a very good suggestion:  Why not make some of the invites freebies for people who read my blog!

So here's the scoop, to get an invite, all you have to do is either:
a) Email me a screencap showing you shared the url of my blog to your contacts in Facebook

or

b) Email me your Question Of The Week that you want me to answer!

It is that easy!
Just send them to tobito_abad AT yahoo DOT com.
But wait, there's more!

(actually there isn't but it just felt fun to say it the way they do in Home TV Shopping.)

Hear from you all!
And expect new updates on DILIMAN in a few days.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


Chapter six: Regrets

After the death of Capt. Santos, the man now known as KaQoH could not find it in himself to visit the bereaved family. Having been one of the good friends of the late captain, Jalton Oserno was referred by the family as Tito Jal. It was a nickname that showed how much attachment they felt for him, but it was that same attachment and closeness that made the idea of being close to the family after Captain Rodolfo’s death harder.

Jal had fond memories of those days.

The Santos’ were very accommodating. It was the early dawning of the eighties and Jal, like many others, was still wrapping his mind around the vast potential that lay before the Philippines. Other countries such as Singapore, Hong kong, China and Indonesia all looked up to this growing tiger in their midst. Breaking free from the chains of Martial Law, the Philippines was set to rise from captivity as a new leader and economic power in Asia. The United States showed great support towards Filipino talent and ingenuity. The peso and dollar exchange rate clearly showed the Philippine market had growth and stability. But it was also during that time that many decided to take their chances in Manila, leaving the comfort and familiarity of their rural homes. Jal was one of them.

Jal first met Captain Rodolfo a year before Julie, Rodolfo’s only child, was born. Rodolfo was with his brother Lito, who worked for what was now known as the Department of Environment and Natural Resources, was handling the reforestation of one of the mountains of Malaybalay,Bukidnon. There for a week, Rodolfo found many sights and experiences to enjoy, having timed his visit to coincide with a celebration called Kaamulan, a festival of looking back where one has come from. The streets were colorful, with plastic and Chinese paper banderitas hanging from rafters and windows. Bamboo instruments and percussions raised the city itself into a frenzied fever of dance and laughter.

Jal was in Bukidnon in hopes of finding direction. Having been working long in their family business, Jal was hoping to break off and start his own. He had considered becoming a supplier of some goods for a Manila-based business, but had no direction nor contacts on whom to approach regarding this. All he knew for certain was that he had to break free. Already nearing his thirties, Jal knew he had to find a way to have his own business running before he felt trapped in his parents’ business for the rest of his life.

They met under the light of the moon, with the sounds of disco music faintly in the background. Though the festivities were still ongoing, the mood had shifted from frenzied cultural dancing to much more modern disco hits. People were now gathering to eat and drink and share stories and gossip of the quaint humble city. Jal was serving himself a plate of dinuguan and puto, when he noticed a beautiful woman having trouble choosing which part of the lechon to try. She was poking her fork in the chopped meat, struggling to identify the parts she held to her face.

“You’d want the crispy skin,” he suggested to her, “But some people say if you want to stay thin, you better avoid the lechon altogether.”

She smiled, then after scooping a few pieces onto her plate, motioned to the side. Jal glanced and saw she was pointing at a handsome man in a checkered poloshirt. The man was with some friends, laughing and drinking under the moonlight.

Jal frowned.

“My husband,” the woman began, “Prefers his lechon dry. A Cebu thing.”

“Ah,” Jal cursed himself for hitting on a married woman. He did not realize, however, that she did not even see it as hitting on her.

“Why don’t you join us,” she told him as she smiled. “There are lots of chairs and most of them, my husband just met today as well.”

“Only if you’re certain it is okay,” Jal quickly defended, “I would not want to overstep myself.”
Jal realized she was staring at him. He felt self-conscious all of the sudden, being in his simply white tee shirt, dark blue jeans and slippers. Though his hefty frame filled the shirt nicely, he couldn’t help but compare himself to the well dressed husband not too far away. He had arms that easily betrayed an active lifestyle. Dark skin and a short crop of hair betrayed either a military or labor occupation.

“I am sure my husband wouldn’t mind. We’re just here for a few days so he wouldn’t mind meeting new faces.”

“Jal. Jalton Oserno,” he reached out to shake her hand. She took it without hesitation.
“Pleased to meet you. Come on, let me introduce you.”

The two walked up to the group and introductions were quickly exchanged. Jal learned the couple was only here til the end of the week and the two learned of his dreams of a business that reached Manila. Manila. Everyone seemed to be looking towards Manila.

“I don’t understand,” Rodolfo muttered before taking another long swing at the bottle of beer in his hand, “Why does everyone thing a business can only be successful if it has links to Manila.”

“It is where all the money goes now,” Lito shrugged, and everyone else started to join him as he laughed. Jal noticed Rodolfo’s wife head for the table to get more pulutan. There was far too much food for the group to finish.

“Seriously though,” Rodolfo tried to pull the conversation back towards a more serious level. He tapped Lito to focus on what he was saying, “Manila is just the Capital. But it doesn’t mean it is the only place one can do business. Eventually, everyone will want to expand and when that happens, places like Cebu or even Bukidnon can become prime grounds for new industry.”

“I think the best our places can become are just suppliers,” Lito shrugged, “And that is why I decided to stick to government.”

Jal could see Rodolfo wasn’t amused. He glanced at Gaby, Rodolfo’s wife, and saw she too shared his realization.

“Guys,” Gaby called out, “It is getting late. Maybe it is time to get some rest. The captain and I have to head home before our baby wakes up.”

“Baby?” Jal sounded surprised. He did not realize Gaby could have been a mother. Her figure did not seem to fit that of what he thought a mother would have. Gaby returned with a plateful of chopped lechon and handed it to Lito. She then walked up to Rodolfo and began massaging his shoulders, “We really have to get some rest.”

“But it is still too early,” Lito whined.

“Tell me that when you finally get married,” Gaby retorted, and everyone broke into another round of laughter. Rodolfo eased himself off the chair and turned to his wife. She smiled, knowing he appreciated her pulling him out of the conversation, and tried to guide him to his feet. He tripped.

Jal was quick to catch him.

“Easy,” he grunted as he took Rodolfo’s weight. The captain was having some trouble standing. His breath reeked of beer and a sourness Jal thought had come from the food.

Gaby came up to the two and tried to take Rodolfo’s arm. Knowing she wouldn’t be strong enough (and that Rodolfo wouldn’t be sober enough), Jal maintained his grip. “I got him. Let me walk you two to your car.”

“Stay a bit longer,” Lito once again whined.

“No,” Rodolfo forced a smile to rise on his face. He could feel his head spinning. “We are heading home.”

“Lito gave us a ride,” Gaby quickly explained to Jal. The two of them combined their efforts to start guiding Rodolfo from the table. Lito waved them away and muttered to his companions, “They’re staying at the hotel. They’ll be fine.”

“I can give you a ride,” Jal offered, thinking he had nothing better to do. He had a jeep, and it wasn’t like his parents would be wondering where their almost thirty year old son was at this time of the night. Or morning. “Come on, my jeep is this way.”

Rodolfo grabbed Jal’s arm tightly, pulling him close. He looked at Jal’s face and smiled. “You. You’re a good guy.”

“Salamat,” Jal muttered and hoisted him back properly to his feet.

The three made it to the jeep. Jal sat Rodolfo at the back, then started the engine. Gaby returned, having gone back to the table to say one final goodnight, and had two plates of food with her. In typical Pinoy fashion, the revelers demanded she bring home some food.

“Here, you can have this,” she handed Jal one of the plates. “Everything is in there. Lechon. Puto. Dinuguan. Pancit.”

“You didn’t have to,” he grinned, then stepped on the gas.

And they were off.

*

“The door is locked,” Ando informed the group as he peered at the closed doorway leading into the remains of Boni station. Otaku and Doc remained focused on the sides, eyeing the many zombies that now watched the group with hungry anticipation. Both were aware of the rare climbers and kept careful watch for any signs of one being among the horde.

“Can you open it?” KaQoH asked, getting impatient. He was tempted to draw out a gun and shoot the door open, but he knew better than to waste bullets. Especially when ultimately their prey was among the living. The dead could easily be outsmarted. Hiding out of sight was more often than enough all one needed to do to get rid of the zombies’ attention. Living targets, however, would require every bullet one had.

“Give me a few minutes,” Ando reached into his belt and drew out one of the butterfly knives. Sliding it open, he peered into the gap between the door and the opening and slid the blade inside. The blade was thin enough to make it through. “The door is heavy, but the lock is just a latch. Probably two of them. Whoever built this anticipated having to unlock it from this side.”
KaQoH watched as Ando clamped both hands on the knife handle. Planting his left foot a bit further back, he then pushed upwards, applying as much force as he could in an upward motion.

There was a slight grinding sound as the knife slowly crept upwards, shoving vertically with it the heavy latch.

“Good thing they didn’t use typical locks,” Ando mused.

Yeah, a good thing, KaQoH thought and noticed the dead zombie on the ground nearby. He walked up to the corpse and wondered why the thing was naked save for its now dirty white underwear. He noticed the intricate tattoo on the body’s right side, just past the rib cage and down to the waist. He leaned close, curious to what the design was, and saw it was an image of an eagle with its wings outstretched. Underneath the black line art tattoo were the words ONE BIG FIGHT.

“Atenean?” KaQoH wondered aloud and heard a metallic clang. He looked up to see Ando now working on what was perhaps a second latch on the door. He tossed a glance at Doc and saw the big man focused on the zombies on the southbound lane of EDSA. He could not see it from his vantage point, but Doc had singled out a zombie that was shifting past the others and approaching the MRT fence. Doc suspected it was a climber. KaQoH then turned to Otaku and she seemed content to watch the zombies in the northbound lane without fear. She kept shifting her focus down the road, occasionally mumbling to herself another quote.

“What is the price of eternal life? To be unable to talk in the sun ever again – part with complete finality from the world in which you’ve lived all your life never to return for all eternity?”

“Quite melodramatic, Otaku,” KaQoH complimented her only to have her stare at him in confusion. A single tear drop slid down her cheek.

“You are not Riho,” she muttered in response.

KaQoH was beginning to regret bringing her along.

*

Ricardo tumbled backwards as his eyes adjusted to the darkness. His makeshift torch had fallen to one side and the flickering flames caused the shadows to dance. It was like trying to read a sign under a strobe light. He stared at the figure he had just shot at and began to realize in horror that he had shot a living person.

Or at least, he had shot someone who wasn’t one of the undead.

“Oh god,” he lowered the gun and tried to see the quivering body clearer. It was a woman, although he could not see her face too well. Julie. Was it Julie? She was the only woman in the train. Or had Nonito’s missing wife suddenly made a comeback?

The cloth by the door behind Ricardo rustled again.

He spun around, once more, turning his focus on the cloth. He recalled the possible zombie baby and while it sickened him to his stomach to imagine having to kill such a monster, he knew such things were at times even deadlier than most zombies. Zombie babies never seemed to stop wanting to eat.

Ricardo recalled the messy events of the past, back when he was still all the way north at Cubao station. A group of other survivors had just arrived. The group had walked the length of the LRT and arrived at Cubao, hoping to find shelter. What the group did not know was, one of their number had been bitten early and concealed it well. Worse yet, the woman was pregnant.

She turned on them as they entered the metal gateway, catching the security almost by surprise. Three of the guards opened fire immediately, with two stray shots killing two other survivors who just happened to be standing too close to the infected. The woman dropped dead, her head oozing thick blood from the peso sized hole through her forehead. The other survivors all called out, claiming not to have been bitten. Unwilling to take the risk, the guards had the survivors strip. Ricardo was walking nearby and found himself unwillingly drafted to help the inspection. He was convinced (at gun point) to go over each refugee and search their body for bites.

While Ricardo hated having to touch naked complete strangers, sliding his finger between their thighs, or feeling their armpits for any signs of infected wounds, he knew it was far much worse and demeaning for the refugees being checked. Not even prisoners had to be shamed in this manner. Their inspections were in private rooms. These refugees found themselves being stripped in front of everyone within eyesight.

Ricardo signaled that they were clear, but the gate manager remained unconvinced. He walked down the line, stopping at the more attractive refugees, and ran his hands over them. Ricardo could clearly tell the manager was not checking for bites, but could not find the courage to tell him to stop. Not with all the other armed guards who were at his beck and call. Finally satisfied with having fondled or groped the more attractive ones present, the gate manager motioned to the refugees to get dressed. The gate manager gave the go signal to head inside. But as the refugees filed their way through the gate’s turnstile, Ricardo heard one of the guards yelp out in utter disgust. From the pregnant corpse’s belly, a tiny cherubic hand tore through. The thing had yellow eyes, no teeth, and a blood curdling roar.

And it was clearly hungry.

*

Nonito felt a wellspring of hope surge within him.

He had his doubts at first when he seeing the newly wed couple crawling towards the station. The woman, though pretty, seemed younger than her face suggested. The man, though armed with a rifle, seemed meek. While he understood that some women had stronger personalities than men, the idea that the wife could be the stronger one in the relationship was foreign to him.

Nonito was raised in his time to understand that men were expected, nay, responsible for keeping women obedient and docile. Nonito was taught very young that women were supposedly innately flirtatious and untrustworthy. To allow one’s woman to speak freely, to step outside the home, or to travel independently was to invite their feminine wiles to surface. They were all temptresses that required constant supervision and disciplining.

But now, after seeing how the woman stayed behind. How she aimed her pistol at him while he moved ahead to clear the way, these for Nonito clearly showed that she still deep down needed him to face the unknown dangers first. Nonito was absolutely blind to how wrong he had read them both.

Nonito thought back as he made his way back towards the furthermost train segment that faced Shaw station, remembering how his father would tell him of his mother’s own licentious ways. He would tell him of how before Nonito was born, she would flirt with all the other men at the marketplace, touching their hands and wooing them with her eyes as she purchased meat for their meals. She would laugh her seductive laugh as they weighed the bigas or wrapped the vegetables. He would tell Nonito of how he would watch them, the poor misguided men, as they would stare at her, share lustful whispers of her and throw her thinly disguised innuendo. And always, after each story, Nonito would ask his father, “What did he do?”

And the tales of how he had beat her would then follow. Only in his words, the beating would be called discipline. The insults, reminders. The physical blows, moments of wrath which she herself had “made him do to beat the devil out of her.”

Women.

Nonito regretted ever having married one.

But he knew it was his place in the world to have one. A man, after all, must have a wife. Such were the way of things.

The sound of metal scraping against metal came again.

Nonito reached the last train segment and saw the shine of a knife slipped between the makeshift gate and the train entrance. While the rest of the glass windows at this segment had been boarded up, the door was dutiful reinforced with the metal latches by previous survivors. Nonito wondered if the original builders of the door had finally returned. Drawing the sledge hammer up to his shoulders, he positioned himself to the side of the door, ready to strike if need be.

This was his home now, after all.

And just as a man was tasked to keep his wife pure, it was his second task to keep his home safe.

*

Jal watched as the door closed and wondered if he would ever see them again. On his drive home, he felt a strange understanding that the night was to be a significant one in his life. There was something about that unassuming meeting at the fiesta that held a strange aura of significance. With the world a blur of nothing but shadows and light around him, Jal decided to take the longer route home. He could still hear the distant sound of laughter and music and sensed that the couple he had just met would someday play a greater significance in his life.

It wasn’t until the fated events of 1991 that he would meet them again.

After laying dormant for more than half a century, a volcano located in the Cabusilan mountain range came to life. Thousands of people were evacuated as Mount Pinatubo erupted as the massive ash plumes brought the dangers of ash deposits and pyroclastic flows. The eruption was deemed the second greatest to occur in the 20th century, and its effects were actually felt worldwide.

Jal was in Manila by then.

His attempted business, as a supplier for arts and crafts materials, folded within two months of its beginnings. Unwilling to return home to his parents and unable to find a break in the city, Jal found himself walking the streets of Makati on the day of the eruption.

He watched the twirling slow descent of ash from the sky and found himself wondering if this was what snow was like. The gray ash moved gently in the air, dreamlike in its peaceful tumble towards the ground. Jal felt a speck land in his eye and cried out from the sudden pulse of sharp pain.

“Jal,” the voice sounded familiar. Jal rubbed the area with his fist, hoping the intent squishing would somehow dislodge the painful intruder from his eye. He turned to see the speaker and accidentally elbowed the man in the face.

“Sorry!”

“Jal, that is you,” the man laughed and moved into view. With a hand clamped over his own cheek, almost mirroring Jal, Rodolfo beamed a welcoming smile and introduced himself, “Rodolfo. You remember me? We met some years ago. Malaybalay, Bukidnon.”

“Captain!” Jal exclaimed in genuine surprise, “I am so sorry. I couldn’t see well. The ash-“

“I know. I saw. Gaby saw you standing out here at the sidewalk. We were just over there,” he motioned at a nearby glass window. It was some fancy restaurant with a name that sounded French. Or at least something foreign. Jal could never tell.

“Did you feel that?”

“Reports say it was Pinatubo. It finally erupted,” Rodolfo took Jal by the arm and lead him towards the restaurant entrance, “You shouldn’t be out here.”

“Reports?”

“Captain?” Rodolfo answered with a mock question. Jal grinned.

The two reached the restaurant and saw Gaby already waiting for them by the door. She had a table napkin and a glass of water in her hands. “Here, get your face clean a bit,” she suggested and handed them both to Jal.

“I think it would be better he go wash up in the bathroom. Running water. That ash might be dangerous.”

“Wetting it might be dangerous,” Gaby countered but her words failed to reach Jal. Jal stepped into the bathroom and stared at his reflection in the mirror. His shirt and hair were covered in specks of ash. His eye seemed swollen. But he had a smile on his face. It was a smile of man who remembered that late night drive home back when he was in Bukidnon.

*

“Ando?” KaQoH was getting impatient. The door was taking too long to open. He saw the zombie Doc was focusing on and realized the threat the climber posed. Doc maintained his gaze on the nimble thing, waiting for the right moment to strike it down. As KaQoH raised his Armalite towards the zombie only to have Doc wave him to lower his weapon.

“He’s mine,” Doc licked his lips in disturbing anticipation.

“Almost open,” Ando grunted as he tried to shove the second latch upwards. This one was proving to be tougher than the first.

“Otaku,” KaQoH was getting impatient, “Help him.”

“People have the strength-“

“I said help him!” KaQoH yelled at her and she gave out a tiny shriek. Quickly moving to Ando’s side, she stuck her tongue out at him and found a place to help him push. While the first latch, the higher of the two, was easier to hoist upwards, this second one was giving Ando more trouble than he expected. Being lower, Ando was having trouble finding a position to get the best leverage. Otaku slid her hands to support his, one hand clamping over his hands at the balisong handle, and the other pressed against the gate to carry her weight and give her enough leverage to push upwards. Muttering between exertions, she continued her quote, “-to overcome.. their obstacles…everyone can.”

The metal groaned. The latch began to give.

“..everyone can!” Otaku cried out as she gave it her all. Her scream was like a spark of light in absolute darkness. The climber broke into a frenzied gait, shoving past the other zombies with gluttonous determination.

“Damn it!” KaQoH raised his gun, but Doc this time stood in his line of sight.

“Mine,” Doc growled and waited for the climber to leap for the fence. The climber kicked off the ground and propelled itself in a forward arc, clearing a foot off the ground. It wasn’t much, but for a zombie, it was definitely a notable distance. In response, Doc whipped the meat hook at the fence, sliding the hook inside one of the fence’s loops then impaling the zombie from the side of the head, before ripping out its right cheek and stopping just an inch from reentering the fence’s perimeter. A walking zombie close by lunged for Doc’s arm, which was now pressed against the fence, but he stomped his foot hard against the metal and pushed the thing backwards.

A heavier slam resounded from the metal gate.

Otaku screamed as she felt Ando suddenly shoved downwards towards her. Ando’s elbow smacked into her chest and flung her backwards. Otaku hit the gravel painfully, her face shoving into the loose stones. Otaku could not know how lucky she was to have been thrown backwards. Ando had it worse. The balisong continued on a downward path, scraping free from his hands, then chopped downwards into his right foot. The handle too wide to break into his shoe and slice his toes off, but was sturdy enough to jab into the rubber and snap the metatarsals of his foot. Ando screamed from the immense pain.

Another climber leapt onto the fence, this time from the northbound side. KaQoH fired a short burst at it, and a few bullets tore into the zombie’s arms. The climber fell, still dangerous but now made less mobile. KaQoH considered finishing it off, but realized with the horde out there, a climber that couldn’t climb was not any more dangerous than the rest. Until the fences were breached, the walkers were stuck.

“What the hell happened?”

Otaku pushed herself back to her knees and spat out the stones that got into her mouth. A chaotic mesh of gashes marked her face. Blood oozed from her nostrils. Ando was still screaming, struggling to block out the pain long enough to pry his foot loose. It remained pinned under the basilong handle.

“Shut him up!”

Doc unlatched his hook from the fence. He scanned the perimeter quickly and saw two other climbers already making their way upwards along the fence far behind them. He gave the climbers around fifteen more seconds before they became an actual threat. He glanced the other way and saw a gap on one of the larger boards that covered the main rear window of the train.

KaQoH saw another climber already over the fence. This one had clambered up close to the rubble. He raised his rifle at Ando, once more telling Otaku, “Shut him up now! His screams are calling them over!”

Otaku lifted the shotgun from the ground. Ando turned to her, still convulsing from the immense pain. He tried to say something but the words were overwhelmed by the white heat of pain that tore its way outwards as an endless scream.

The shotgun roared.

*

Nonito felt the gate shudder as a shotgun was fired at it. He saw the sudden pool of blood that welled underneath the door and realized the man he had luckily pinned must have been shot to shut him up. He saw the knive blade and carefully positioned himself to use the hammer to slam it downwards with the use of it and his own weight. Had the knife been of less quality, the blade would have simply snapped.

But instead, it dragged down the person holding it, and crushed something of that person when it reached the ground.

Nonito heard the muffled voices outside. He noticed the female voice as well. They sounded confused. Out of control. Not what he expected of the ones who fortified this station. They were intruders. Enemies. Thieves.

He did not, however think that the intruders outside were crazy enough to do what happened next. With the splintering sound of wood, one of the panels blocking the largest window suddenly ripped outwards. Just as Nonito was hoisting the hammer up a second time, a curved metal hook emerged from the torn opening, clamped down on another plank and pried it loose.

They were destroying the walls! They were not here to hide from the zombies.

Nonito positioned himself to be able to swing at however was using the hook but before he could launch his own weight into the attack, a gunshot resounded. This time, it was from far behind him where the other train segments lay.

“The newly weds,” Nonito gasped.

*

Ricardo tried to shake off the memory but disturbing ones were rarely easily forced away once remembered. The hungry thing that was once a child ripped itself free from its mother’s womb and began pitifully struggling to crawl towards the nearest living person. It had strength, that was clear, but the lack of clear motor coordination had it stumbling over itself as it tried to move. While the instinct to feed was there, the understanding of how legs were used was not.

It squirmed uselessly in the ground, mouth agape for the food that never came.

The gate manager motioned to Ricardo to deal with it, but stopped him when he asked for a gun.
“Just use your shoe,” the gate manager told him, “Best save the bullets for climbers.”

Ricardo felt the twisting in his gut rise to his throat. The urge to vomit began to grow.

But whatever experience he had bringing his heel down upon the thing that was once a child was lost. There was a hole in his memory. A black moment replacing the terrible necessary killing. Just as in great moments of trauma like car accidents some people forget the actual moment of impact, Ricardo discovered he could not bring back memories of crushing the thing’s tiny skull.

He wasn’t looking forward to having an encore tonight.

“You… you shot me,” the voice came from the fallen body. Ricardo backed up away from the cloth and moved to see the body better. Julie lay on the ground with a tiny fountain of blood trickling where her belly button should be. Only, when the fire flickered again, Ricardo realized it was merely the trick of the light and saw it was someone else.

The woman clutched her hands over the gunshot in a valiant attempt to stem the blood that was flowing out of her. Her face was barely visible from her ill kept hair. Her clothes were tattered rags. There were white pellets that clung upon her chin and neck. Ricardo realized amidst her stench of feces and sweat, there was another distinct smell.

Chicken.

“You shot me,” she repeated.

Julie crawled into view, sliding through the same crawlspace Ricardo had come from. She was surprised to see the woman on the floor, and even more so the moment the woman gave out a struggled gasp for air.

“Who is that?” Julie asked, keeping her pistol trained at the body.

“I… I thought she was you,” Ricardo admitted, his hand still holding the rifle towards the cloth in the distance.

“So you shot her?”

“No! I mean, I thought I had shot you,” Ricardo shook his head, “But instead it was her.”

“Why would you want to-“

“Please,” the woman gasped again, reaching out towards Ricardo’s position. “Please..”

“I didn’t want to,” Ricardo tried to explain but Julie wasn’t making it easy.

“So what did you want to do?”

“Julie shut up for a second!”

“Please… before he comes back,” the woman cried out. The cloth shifted again and a soft gurgly giggle . It was like the thing recognized her voice. “You have to help me. Both of you.”

“Are you his wife?” Ricardo finally asked.

“No,” the woman let her tears fall. She could barely feel her legs. “But he insists I am. And he has all these rules. I need your help. Please.”

The cloth shook more violently.

“I can’t do this,” Ricardo looked up towards Julie, “I am so sorry but I can’t. Not again. I can’t go through this again.” Ricardo stared at the woman and reached down to lift her. The woman, however, pushed him back.

“My baby..” the woman gasped, “He was bitten. The old man found out. He told me to throw it away. My baby. To throw away my baby.”

Julie walked towards the cloth and used her foot to uncover what lay beneath it. The mass of quivering rotting meat tried to turn to her direction, but instead fell against its own weight. The baby’s mouth was blackened. Its ears were gone, perhaps having fallen days ago, and all that remained were holes that marked their absence. The thing squirmed like a worm that desperately sought to find soft earth where it could burrow into. From its teethless maw, the thing suckled at the air, seeking for anything to sate its hunger.

“But you-“ Ricardo was about to ask but the horror of knowing the answer to his unspoken question struck him the moment the woman pushed away from Ricardo enough to fall onto her own back. Her blouse had slid open revealing worn ragged breasts. Her nipples had been gnawed and fresh clotted blood could still be seen around its sore edges. “…You have been feeding it.”

Ricardo spun away from the woman, no longer able to hold his composure stead. He vomited onto the side seats, expelling from his stomach the congee that he had just earlier swallowed.

“Ricky,” Julie called for him.

“Let’s,” Ricardo answered, and brought the Armalite down towards the woman. He wanted to kill her. He wanted to spare her from all her misery. He wanted to bring her rest. But all he could see was a woman who was too desperate to hold on to her dead child.

There came a sound not unlike the popping wet sound of a watermelon that had been dropped against the floor. The woman wailed, knowing too well what had just happened. Her words were replaced by agonized screams that barely formed any coherent sounds.

“Julie, you didn’t…”

Julie did not turn to acknowledge his questions. She merely twisted her right foot a few more times, making sure the thing she had stomped was definitely no longer moving. Ricardo could not look away. He could not turn back to face the mother of the thing that was once a child. He began walking, leaving the wailing woman, and did not even slow down for Julie. Julie felt the heat of Ricardo’s makeshift torch flutter past her head. Without a word, she too began walking, following his lead.

Behind them, the woman pulled herself up to a sitting position. Her hands cupped over her face as she wept for her undead child. Her sorrow was great enough to have her ignore the loss of blood from Ricardo’s accidental shot.

*

The three fast grew into friends.

Rodolfo and Gaby found in Jal a like-minded person who shared their determination to make the most of their young adult life. Various business alternatives, financial options and small risk rackets were discussed each time they would meet. The couple felt Jal had a lot of new ideas to offer. Jal felt the couple treated him with respect, actually showing interest in the things he had to say. Their friendship grew with each passing meeting and by the end of the first week, one would find it hard to believe there was a time the couple hardly knew Jal.

In time, the couple and Jal found themselves attempting many business approaches, and while many failures came with the attempts, new insight was born from each recovery. Rodolfo remained part of the military, leaving on some occasions to fulfill obligations in defending the country. Gaby and Jal would push the business forward, eventually finding profit in reselling local goods to an international market. The friendship even went as far deep as Gaby admitting to Jal her fears of losing Rodolfo during his military excursions, Rodolfo fearing for the future of his wife and daughter if anything were to befall him, and Jal admitting the embarrassing secret permanently marking his chest. The secret seemed small, trite even, compared to those of the couple, but for Jal it was a shame he had to live with, and until now never felt the need to share.

On the day Jal learned of Rodolfo’s death, he did everything in his power to help Gaby and their daughter Julie. He maintained the business while Gaby tended to the necessary papers following her husband’s demise, making sure that money would at least not become a problem in the years to follow. He would tell the growing girl Julie stories, of how he and her parents had first met one cool night in the festive streets of Bukidnon. He would tell her of how they were to find each other again, years after, with their reunion announced to the world by the roaring of the volcano, Pinatubo. And at one point in time, he amused her with the story of a man he claimed was a foolish friend of his. The man, Jal narrated, was a foolish drunk of a man who had a foolish tattoo placed upon his chest. And Julie would laugh. She would laugh at how the man had now been forever stuck with that tattoo, and how the word KaQoH would be spelt if one were to read only the top letters and how the lyrics went to that oh so popular song.

But Jal would have to stop.

He would have to eventually stop being there for young little Julie. He would have to eventually stop working alongside lovely kind Gaby. He would have to leave. To vanish. And to begin life anew.

Because of that one fateful night when he found himself watching over young little Julie, he held her steady as she sat on his lap. And there, while she read from the books that her kind uncle Jal had brought her, he found himself running his coarse fat thumb against the smooth creamy skin of her thighs.

He felt the rise of unwanted urges.

He felt the burning of an unacceptable inner flame.

And just as he was about to pull his hand away. Just as he was about to stop. Young little Julie complained that it tickled, and Gaby looked down at them to see where his hand lay.

Jal left.

And he never ceased to regret the events of that fated night.

Sunday, November 22, 2009


FULL MOON FOR NEW MOON

As promised (for the full story on how this all began, check here), here is the Full Moon for New Moon! And knowing that there will be Twihards who are curious, I'm going to have to give my vote to TEAM EDWARD! Bwahahhah!

While Direk Dekya and I worked on a full video for this, after a long and mindful deliberation with the legal department as well as clarifying intellectual ownership rights, I have come to a conclusion it would be far safer to merely have this image uploaded instead. Any (brave) souls who are interested in seeing the full video, just come up to me and ask to see it on my iPhone. :-P

But yeah, any naysayers should know that is my butt down there. And you can contact Dekya for any validation. That is HER handwriting down there.

(So now we wait for the other volunteers to share their images. I'll probably collage them in this blog when I get them.)

So yeah, Twilight, FULL MOON to you!
And expect more craziness next year as FANDOM LIVE! launches its new season this Jan 2010!



QUESTION FOR THE WEEK - 3


The question this week comes from my friend rain.

Kink is defined by Dictionary.com as:

kink –noun

1. a twist or curl, as in a thread, rope, wire, or hair, caused by its doubling or bending upon itself.
2. a muscular stiffness or soreness, as in the neck or back.
3. a flaw or imperfection likely to hinder the successful operation of something, as a machine or plan: There are still a few kinks to be worked out of the plan before we start production.
4. a mental twist; notion; whim or crotchet.
5. Slang.
a. bizarre or unconventional sexual preferences or behavior.
b. a person characterized by such preferences or behavior.
–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)
6. to form, or cause to form, a kink or kinks, as a rope.

Origin:
1670–80; <>


So with that allow me to give you this as my answer:

Your kink is your unique quality that makes you different from others. In your case, you have a thing for strong personalities that are shrouded under a stupid demeanor. You like tough dumb guys who try to act smart. :-P

Now whether or not that is accurate, I would have to admit, it sounds like what I would consider to be an interesting kink. Because the moment the tough guy is actually smart, the attraction goes away. I would like to think you're the kind of person who wants someone you can verbally spar with, but mentally remain dominant over.

Assuming I am accurate, the guys you'd probably perfectly be able to date with include Ryan Reynold's character Andrew Paxon in The Proposal, Johnny Storm from the Fantastic Four, and a few gangsta rappers out there in the industry. I would warn you, however, such men would probably not be keepers (save for the Proposal guy, but he's already with Sandra Bullock, so oh well.)


If you got any other questions you wanna ask the garapata, just send them over to tobito_abad AT yahoo DOT com!

Friday, November 20, 2009


I am a zombie!

Thanks to Zombie Philippines and Robot Pixel Fighter, I have become one of the many hungry legions of Surviving Manila: Risen Threat!

There will be wallpapers and cellphone desktop versions online soon!
Check out more of the zombified Pinoys at Zombie Philippines!

Meanwhile, if you also want to join the ranks of the undead and be Zombified, send me a picture and we'll turn you into one of the walking undead. E-mail them to admin (AT) jonasdiego.com.
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