Tuesday, December 06, 2005

CLEARER VIEWS, DIMMER VIEWS
Slowly, I get a better grasp of what's going on. But at the same time, I feel like in some ways things seem darker. Things seem to be more... muddled. I do hope things become easier to comprehend soon.

I feel lost. I feel like I'm on pause.
I feel like I'm told one thing, but expected to be something else.
And that I have to find some way to marry the two opposites into one single thing.

I probably shouldn't be typing all this here. Shouldn't be speaking out what's in my heart. And my head. But then again, I don't like pretending everything is okay. And I do believe things that want to work will work if given the chance. Or the effort. Or the time.

Please Lord, don't let me be wrong.

4 comments:

  1. i know it's none of my business... but are you alright?

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  2. Am okay enough.

    But to be more honest:
    No.

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  3. just remember, it all works out in the end. and that God takes care of us... whether we deserve it or not =)

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  4. True.

    Thanks Von.

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