Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Getting into deeper trouble without trying
Visited Nelz' blog today while at work.
hay... now I am in deeper trouble. Didn't realise it had a soft porn pic online.
Oh shiiieeet... Wag naman sana ako mapagalitan for this.

Diyoooooos kooooo, tama na...

In addition...
Handling a new production this week, as well as another shoot due next week. Trying to cope by having the schedules moved early morning instead of late at night. Its less pay (no Night Differential bonus) but at least I get to head home at six (theoretically. knowing my job, I'd be stuck here til seven or eight nontheless).

And as a finale...
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[deleted deleted deleted deleted deleted deleted deleted deleted ] and its frustrating. So much that it hurts.
But knowing too well that ranting about it on my blog won't really change anything. From experience, I just know how ako pa ang magiging "mali" dito... I'm deleting all those portions above that are related to why I'm pissed and hurt right now.

At least typing them all down helped a bit.

And for those who feel bad about this... again, let me say this: Feeling bad about this is my right. It is mine to do. For you, its to either act on this, ignore it, or make sure it doesn't happen again.

I don't need guilt or pity.
I don't need sympathy.
I need empathy.

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