Stayed in today. Body refused to sit up when I woke up. Decided not to risk over-taxing myself and took the day off. Spent most of the day playing Fairyland and sleeping (well, one or the other). Tried to invite some friends over but they were either tinatamad, too busy, had work or just plain and simply did not feel like it.
No worries though.
This quiet life is much better than the emotional tug-of-war I had to endure being friends with certain people in the past. To say the least, in this new life, I know I am cared for. And trusted. And loved. And welcomed. And not hindered from speaking what I feel. Or posting what I want to say.
BAKA-SYON
May 20th is coming closer and I can't wait to get to the US to work on my... plans. As well as do all the shopping I want for my friends. Then there's also the chance to meet up with some old friends I haven't seen in ages: Maan, Moose, Rose Ann, Alvin, Popay, Rommel and possibly even those old gang at the Gamex 2000 convention.
God might pay me a visit there too? Cool, eh?
Too bad he's... well.. him.
ORPHEUS: THE COMEDY IS OVER (on hold)
Time out. Need time to make the game perfect.
The players have driven the plot forward so well, they're practically moving through the story arcs of Books Five and Six at the same time. And I am starting to get afraid of not delivering a bang-for-the-buck ending! Trying to maintain an utterly horror-inspired feel while at the same time giving a touch of heroism is hard. Quite hard to map out.
So its' on hold for May. Will resume the game when I get back on June. And I promise, the game will be back with a vengeance. A really scary one too!
LIFEHOUSE MOMENT
BREATHING
By: Lifehouse
I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be
I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be
I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be
SOME PICS OF FRIENDS WHO VISITED MY COMMERCIAL SHOOT AT WORK
Block and White - Heheheh
This is the happy bunch. From left to right (Alex, Me, Reg, GeeJay, Oliver)
The "angsty" version.
The "feeling band album cover" version.
Take 2.
The Happiness to Melancholy version.
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